My trust is low right now. In my dating history, several of the men came back and confessed, after we had dated, that they had cheated in those brief periods of dating (few short months). Married men have come after me and tried to have affair with me, though I ran once I discovered they were married. One was my neighbor right across the street, and I haven't yet been able to move away. (I never knew he was married, he lied when I asked about his marital history.) Now I have a Christian friend who was once quite close who is now committing adultery, knowingly. Then, in general with my friends I notice a lack of concern. Though they know I have an illness that I've been hospitalized with multiple times in my life, I don't really hear from them to check on me. Text messages to check in with friends go unanswered, offers to hang out go unmet. I mean I know people are busy but people find time for and prioritize what matters to them. On top of that I've had horrible experiences with people in churches to the point where I no longer want to be active in church anymore. How do I rebuild trust when trust is low?