- Nov 13, 2020
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Last evening I drank so much alcohol that I completely collapsed on the couch at about 5:45, having fallen to sleep. I had gone through a 6-pack in less than ten minutes. Sure, I felt really happy initially, but then the tiredness set in and I promptly went to bed.
I woke up at about an hour past midnight, and now my sleep schedule is messed up a bit. The first thing I wanted was a cigarette, so I smoked one. Well, actually I smoked half a cigarette, then put it out and threw it away. Then I made sure to throw away all my cigarettes and also flush all the alcohol in my house down the toilet. I thought this would help me quit the tobacco and the drinks, but unfortunately I know if I get tempted later I can always buy more of both.
For years now I’ve had a problem with drinking and smoking. I think the main issue here is that I’m self-employed. I work as a contract writer from home, taking various jobs day after day. Since I don’t have a boss, I have the freedom to engage in these vices without being reprimanded.
I really want to quit alcohol and tobacco, but it’s an exceedingly difficult task, especially given the fact that I’m self-employed. However, I’ve had some success in the past: About a year ago, I was able to go 56 days without drinking and smoking (I kept a tally for every day of abstinence), having been able to do it cold turkey and without tapering.
I want to check into a recovery/rehab house and stay there for a month. The issue here is that it costs $7,000 for a month-long stay with insurance. I feel like the cost is too expensive relative to the amount of time I would stay there. So instead I’m going to try to quit from home, and I would like to request the prayers of others than I successfully quit alcohol and tobacco forever. Thanks!
I woke up at about an hour past midnight, and now my sleep schedule is messed up a bit. The first thing I wanted was a cigarette, so I smoked one. Well, actually I smoked half a cigarette, then put it out and threw it away. Then I made sure to throw away all my cigarettes and also flush all the alcohol in my house down the toilet. I thought this would help me quit the tobacco and the drinks, but unfortunately I know if I get tempted later I can always buy more of both.
For years now I’ve had a problem with drinking and smoking. I think the main issue here is that I’m self-employed. I work as a contract writer from home, taking various jobs day after day. Since I don’t have a boss, I have the freedom to engage in these vices without being reprimanded.
I really want to quit alcohol and tobacco, but it’s an exceedingly difficult task, especially given the fact that I’m self-employed. However, I’ve had some success in the past: About a year ago, I was able to go 56 days without drinking and smoking (I kept a tally for every day of abstinence), having been able to do it cold turkey and without tapering.
I want to check into a recovery/rehab house and stay there for a month. The issue here is that it costs $7,000 for a month-long stay with insurance. I feel like the cost is too expensive relative to the amount of time I would stay there. So instead I’m going to try to quit from home, and I would like to request the prayers of others than I successfully quit alcohol and tobacco forever. Thanks!