I have been struggling with religious ocd for many years and also I think I have made many vows. ( which I don’t sure which vows come from ocd or myself. ) Sometimes,I just feel so terrible for getting worried and anxious about what will happen in the future. (Because of the affect of broken so much vows.) So, I thinks I just consciously make a vows to test how real is it examples, I promise not to eat that or else I get sick tomorrow. And go to eat that thing, waiting for tomorrow that I will get sick or not. Because It make me worried less when I didn’t get sick. I actually hate to make a vows. But today this situation come to me again and I can’t remember that I consciously make a vows again or not or what a vows about. But I just worried too much that I will make a very terrible consequences. Just in cases that I make a very terrible consequences and I break it, Will god forgive me? How to know? I feel bad about all the vows but because of ocd ,Sometimes I always blame Ocd.And It make me didn’t feel much of repentance,which to confess our sin we need to feel the real of repentance and turn our way from that sin. But actually I always make vows related to ocd(I am not sure). Will god forgive me?