We hate God by nature. Only after he regenerates our fallen spirit can we believe and desire him in truth.
That is what you believe, but not what God's Word teaches.
Yes, we are slaves to sin before faith in Jesus, but no Scripture states that one who is a sinner cannot feel remorse over his sinful condition or wish he could do what is right.
Christ came to save those who are poor in spirit and humbled. That is why Lord Jesus came to earth.
We receive the Spirit and Spiritual life by faith in Jesus at the hearing of the Gospel. The humble will listen.
God gives His Spirit to give them life to those who will believe in His Son.
John 7:37-39 (WEB)
37 Now on the last and greatest day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried out, “If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink! 38 He who believes in me, as the Scripture has said, from within him will flow rivers of living water.” 39 But he said this about the Spirit, which those believing in him were to receive. For the Holy Spirit was not yet given, because Jesus wasn’t yet glorified.
Acts 5:32 (WEB) 32 We are His witnesses of these things; and so also is
the Holy Spirit, whom God has given to those who obey him.
John 14:15-17 (WEB). . . 15
If you love me, keep my commandments. 16 I will pray to the Father, and he will give you another Counselor, that he may be with you forever: 17 the Spirit of truth
John 14:21 (WEB) 21
One who has my commandments and keeps them, that person is one who loves me. One who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I will love him, and will reveal myself to him.”
John 14:23 (WEB) 23 Jesus answered him, “
If a man loves me, he will keep my word. My Father will love him, and we will come to him, and make our home with him.
Acts 2:38 (WEB) 38 Peter said to them, “
Repent, and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Galatians 3:2 (WEB) 2 I just want to learn this from you: Did you receive the Spirit by the works of the law, or by hearing of faith?
Galatians 3:5 (NIV) 5 So again I ask, does God give you his Spirit and work miracles among you by the works of the law, or by your believing what you heard?
Galatians 3:13-14 (WEB) 13 Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, “Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree,” [Deuteronomy 21:23] 14 that the blessing of Abraham might come on the Gentiles through Christ Jesus, that we might receive the promise of the Spirit
through faith.
Galatians 4:6 (WEB) 6 And because you are children, God sent out the Spirit of his Son into your hearts, crying, “Abba, Father!”
Ephesians 1:13-14 (WEB)
13 In him you also, having heard the word of the truth, the Good News of your salvation—in whom, having also believed, you were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, 14 who is a pledge of our inheritance, to the redemption of God’s own possession, to the praise of his glory.