I have found out that, when God does speak to me sometimes, it can be a little bit annoying, but at the same time very enjoyable as well, cause He usually just does not hand me all the answers I am seeking on a silver platter, so to speak, etc, but wants to to "work at it a little bit", and to have to stretch myself a little bit more each time, etc, it can be annoying, but He also knows also how very much I enjoy it also, etc...
He'll direct questions back to me a lot, for or as one example, etc, and expects me to seek and find to know the answers most of the time, etc... He will help me with them a little bit though, sometimes let me know when I have finally reached the right conclusion, or am on the right track where I am currently at with a thing, etc, or let me know whether or not I am currently going in the right direction with it or not, etc, if I have not reached a for sure conclusion on a thing yet, which, even and if when I feel I finally do, I always check with Him first, etc, and sometimes when I do check with Him, He'll want to make for sure of it in scripture for myself after that first, and then ask Him again later and after that, etc...
And if I don't feel like working at it at least a little bit, or don't with that specific subject at that specific moment, etc, or just don't put all the work into it that is required on a certain subject ever, etc, then He'll put it on pause or on hold or on the back burner until I do, and also and/or put in "on hold" for as long as I want to put it on hold also, etc, but, like I said, He just doesn't hand everything to me on a silver platter, etc...
Sometimes He is like a counselor also, depending on the subject and what it is, etc, and part of a good counselors job, is ask the right questions back to the person about what they are saying or asking, in a way that gets them to "think about it", and "think deeply about it", etc, and just by the question, and a little bit of soul searching, and soul digging on your part, you usually (in time) find your answers, etc...
Which they, well at least with Him (God), they knew all along, etc...
Anyway,
And He doesn't pressure me, He has already let me know that I don't have to have all the answers, etc, and in fact, if I'm not enjoying it, then He has already let me know that He'd rather I don't do much of anything or any of it at all, if I'm not enjoying it or am not having at least some fun with it, etc, if that is what I truly choose to do, etc... But, He also "knows me", etc, and knows me better than I know myself, etc, and already knows I'm going to dig for as many of those answers I can during my time here also, etc... So, He helps me, etc, but also does not just hand everything to me, etc...
But He let's me take as many, and as long of breaks, as I want or choose or desire, and He's perfectly fine with that, etc...
But, this is a journey or mission of discovery, and there would not much discovery or exploration involved in it at all if He just handed everything to you/me/us, etc...
And it also wouldn't be much of a "conversation" or "relationship" either, etc...
Anyway,
God Bless!
