I dont know what to do

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

I think I did something that now I will no longer go to heaven and I dont have a relationship with jesus christ now I dont feel connected to God or jesus and I have this horrible bad feeling that wont go away no matter how hard I pray and what I did is unforgivable and I dont know what to do because I honestly feel like Jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I feel it and I'm praying for this feeling to go away but it wont so I know I have done something really wrong I'm so scared and I hate myself and I dont know what to do because I truly believe it is over for me now

Jesse Dornfeld · Feb 13, 2021

Remorse is usually an indicator that you feel guilty about something. If you feel guilty about something you have done, all you need to do is confess it to God and ask for forgiveness and he will forgive you.

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

True Counterphobia said:
Remorse is usually an indicator that you feel guilty about something. If you feel guilty about something you have done, all you need to do is confess it to God and ask for forgiveness and he will forgive you.

What I did you cant be forgiven for. I have been praying all day for God to forgive me and for jesus to let me know if he is still with me and I have gotten no where I have this horrible sad feeling over me that makes me feel like jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I dont feel like I'm going to heaven I dont feel connected to jesus or God I dont feel him at all and my prayer isnt getting answered and if I didnt do anything wrong jesus would have answered my prayer

Jesse Dornfeld · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
What I did you cant be forgiven for. I have been praying all day for God to forgive me and for jesus to let me know if he is still with me and I have gotten no where I have this horrible sad feeling over me that makes me feel like jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I dont feel like I'm going to heaven I dont feel connected to jesus or God I dont feel him at all and my prayer isnt getting answered and if I didnt do anything wrong jesus would have answered my prayer

The only thing I can think of that MIGHT POSSIBLY have this effect on you that you CAN'T be forgiven of is the Mark of the Beast. Suffice it to say, I don't think that's what's happened to you. You might not "feel" something right now, but that doesn't mean you are not actually forgiven. "If you confess your sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and purify us." Little jingle I learned from a children's Christian song.

Mark Quayle · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
What I did you cant be forgiven for. I have been praying all day for God to forgive me and for jesus to let me know if he is still with me and I have gotten no where I have this horrible sad feeling over me that makes me feel like jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I dont feel like I'm going to heaven I dont feel connected to jesus or God I dont feel him at all and my prayer isnt getting answered and if I didnt do anything wrong jesus would have answered my prayer

I thought you said you did something wrong. Why are you saying "if I didn't do anything wrong"?

But regardless, not doing anything wrong, or "committing the unforgiveable sin" is not yours to judge. Give it up. You cannot earn status with God.

Believe it or not, where you are at any time is precisely where God planned for you to be. You get to decide what to do with that. Talk to God, and quit expecting him to answer you according to your agenda. This is not about YOU --it is about God.

Batya25 · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
What I did you cant be forgiven for. I have been praying all day for God to forgive me and for jesus to let me know if he is still with me and I have gotten no where I have this horrible sad feeling over me that makes me feel like jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I dont feel like I'm going to heaven I dont feel connected to jesus or God I dont feel him at all and my prayer isnt getting answered and if I didnt do anything wrong jesus would have answered my prayer

According to the bible, the only thing you can't be forgiven for is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit (and the mark of the beast as mentioned above). I don't know exactly what that looks like, but I have heard that if you had really done that, you would not feel distressed like that. That you would have no desire to turn back to God, so if you still have that distress/ anguish about it, God has not forsaken you. That's what I've heard, I don't know scriptures to back it up really, but I pray that is the case for you. Wish I could be more help to you.

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

True Counterphobia said:
The only thing I can think of that MIGHT POSSIBLY have this effect on you that you CAN'T be forgiven of is the Mark of the Beast. Suffice it to say, I don't think that's what's happened to you. You might not "feel" something right now, but that doesn't mean you are not actually forgiven. "If you confess your sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and purify us." Little jingle I learned from a children's Christian song.

No I dont have anything to do with the mark of the beast. But i just dont understand how if I didnt do something that's unforgivable why i feel this way i feel horrible i feel like jesus is done with me and i feel like on judgement day he is going to turn me away i feel it so strong and i have prayed over and over again for God to take this feeling away and he hasn't I must have did something wrong because I dont even want to keep chasing after God because i dont have the strength to keep trying because i feel like it's over for me it must be over for me because i still feel horrible

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

Mark Quayle said:
I thought you said you did something wrong. Why are you saying "if I didn't do anything wrong"?

But regardless, not doing anything wrong, or "committing the unforgiveable sin" is not yours to judge. Give it up. You cannot earn status with God.

Believe it or not, where you are at any time is precisely where God planned for you to be. You get to decide what to do with that. Talk to God, and quit expecting him to answer you according to your agenda. This is not about YOU --it is about God.

I just feel really horrible I feel doomed I dont feel like jesus loves me and I cant take this feeling I just want it to go away and I want to feel Gods presence in my life and I want to feel him in me and I dont want to feel like he doesn't love me

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

Batya25 said:
According to the bible, the only thing you can't be forgiven for is blasphemy of the Holy Spirit (and the mark of the beast as mentioned above). I don't know exactly what that looks like, but I have heard that if you had really done that, you would not feel distressed like that. That you would have no desire to turn back to God, so if you still have that distress/ anguish about it, God has not forsaken you. That's what I've heard, I don't know scriptures to back it up really, but I pray that is the case for you. Wish I could be more help to you.

No I didnt do any of that, and I will never do any of that in jesus name! I did something else that's unforgivable or I feel like I did because of this really bad feeling but thankyou I hope this feeling goes away and that jesus let's me know if he still loves me or not because I really need him and I hate feeling like this it's a very painful feeling

Jesse Dornfeld · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
No I dont have anything to do with the mark of the beast. But i just dont understand how if I didnt do something that's unforgivable why i feel this way i feel horrible i feel like jesus is done with me and i feel like on judgement day he is going to turn me away i feel it so strong and i have prayed over and over again for God to take this feeling away and he hasn't I must have did something wrong because I dont even want to keep chasing after God because i dont have the strength to keep trying because i feel like it's over for me it must be over for me because i still feel horrible

"Feeling" a certain way doesn't always reflect reality well. I would say give it time.

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

True Counterphobia said:
"Feeling" a certain way doesn't always reflect reality well. I would say give it time.

Ok I will but I cant take this feeling it hurts so bad I just want to die I hate this feeling I hate it so much I just want it to go away

Batya25 · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
No I didnt do any of that, and I will never do any of that in jesus name! I did something else that's unforgivable or I feel like I did because of this really bad feeling but thankyou I hope this feeling goes away and that jesus let's me know if he still loves me or not because I really need him and I hate feeling like this it's a very painful feeling

Just remember that God's love is so much bigger than we can imagine. Our feelings can be deceptive, and sometimes we even have to "forgive" ourselves or let things go, because if he forgives us (which He promises if we ask in repentance), we can be sure that He does and has.

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

Batya25 said:
Just remember that God's love is so much bigger than we can imagine. Our feelings can be deceptive, and sometimes we even have to "forgive" ourselves or let things go, because if he forgives us (which He promises if we ask in repentance), we can be sure that He does and has.

I don't mind letting it go I just need this bad feeling of doom to go away it's a feeling that wont go away it's making me feel like I have no relationship with jesus christ if this feeling went away I would know that jesus is with me and that he still loves me and thankyou for the words of encouragement I really need them because I'm going through

Mark Quayle · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
I just feel really horrible I feel doomed I dont feel like jesus loves me and I cant take this feeling I just want it to go away and I want to feel Gods presence in my life and I want to feel him in me and I dont want to feel like he doesn't love me

Take time reading God's purpose for this world --the people in it. Find HIS pleasure. This life is not about you, even if you are one of his chosen ones.

But meanwhile, "A bruised reed he will not break, a smoldering wick he will not snuff out."

"If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you."

Batya25 · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
I don't mind letting it go I just need this bad feeling of doom to go away it's a feeling that wont go away it's making me feel like I have no relationship with jesus christ if this feeling went away I would know that jesus is with me and that he still loves me and thankyou for the words of encouragement I really need them because I'm going through

This sounds like a difficult situation to be in, my prayers are with you, that your heart would be strengthened and comforted.

10 Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’
Isaiah 41:10

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

Batya25 said:
This sounds like a difficult situation to be in, my prayers are with you, that your heart would be strengthened and comforted.

10 Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’
Isaiah 41:10

Thankyou I really hope I didnt do something to mess up my relationship with jesus christ I really need him & I really just want to be ok

Mark Quayle · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
I don't mind letting it go I just need this bad feeling of doom to go away it's a feeling that wont go away it's making me feel like I have no relationship with jesus christ if this feeling went away I would know that jesus is with me and that he still loves me and thankyou for the words of encouragement I really need them because I'm going through

Are you afraid to hope? I don't mean are you afraid to need Christ, but are you afraid to hope for what you need?

SerenityA · Feb 13, 2021

Mark Quayle said:
Are you afraid to hope? I don't mean are you afraid to need Christ, but are you afraid to hope for what you need?

I need jesus to give me hope because I'm Losing all hope I have no strength I have no fight in me I really feel like I did something that has messed up my salvation and I dont know what to do I feel doomed and my prayers arent even working I just cant do it anymore

GraceBro · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
I think I did something that now I will no longer go to heaven and I dont have a relationship with jesus christ now I dont feel connected to God or jesus and I have this horrible bad feeling that wont go away no matter how hard I pray and what I did is unforgivable and I dont know what to do because I honestly feel like Jesus is going to turn me away when he sees me I feel it and I'm praying for this feeling to go away but it wont so I know I have done something really wrong I'm so scared and I hate myself and I dont know what to do because I truly believe it is over for me now

The only unforgivable sin is not accepting Jesus Christ as your savior. All other sin has been forgiven at the cross. You may feel separated in your mind, but if you are in Christ, He is in you. He is not ashamed of you and will not turn you away. If your prayers are not being answered, perhaps it is because there are things He has already revealed to you that you don't understand or believe. Ask Him to reveal those things to you. Be encouraged.

Mark Quayle · Feb 13, 2021

SerenityA said:
I need jesus to give me hope because I'm Losing all hope I have no strength I have no fight in me I really feel like I did something that has messed up my salvation and I dont know what to do I feel doomed and my prayers arent even working I just cant do it anymore

Whom God chooses, he will not lose. If you ever belonged to him, you still do. You cannot change that. If you need him, talk to him. This is not about your strength. It is by God's strength. (And that is not platitudes. It is real.) TALK TO HIM.

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