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I think that the need for absolute certainty is ironically a major cause of doubt.
When I was younger I was adverse to religion in all capacities because it couldn't be proved. But then I remember asking Well can I prove that my own belief in atheism is true? I felt that atheism was self-evidently true and that the onus was on anyone who believe in God to prove that.
So by asking this of Christians (I'm in the Western world) I gradually began to ask this of myself. What proof do I have for my own atheistic belief? And I easily realised that I couldn't prove my atheism, that that was also a question of belief/faith.
So I wondered if religion might not have something to offer me. Do all the questions we have about life, death and meaning need a religious answer rather than no answer which is effectively the answer that a strictly scientific approach can give (which is my background)?
So the question I was asking was Do I need certainty or should I take things on trust? Did I experience uncertainty because I hadn't yet discovered the absolute truth that was out there just waiting to be found or did I need to embrace uncertainty?
Then I learnt something about the philosophy of science and realised that there were limits to scientific understanding. Not everything has an scientific explanation, and the most important things in our lives such as love, beauty and morals do not. I've yet to find a scientific theory that accounts for any of the feelings I had in any of my relationships! But this means letting go of scientific certainty and replacing words like "certainty" with more personal words like "trust" and above all "love".
So that was one reason that led me to religion and ultimately Christianity, coming from a very atheistic background.
So I'd like to ask any former atheists here, was there anything in particular that threw you off atheism and made you think differently?
When I was younger I was adverse to religion in all capacities because it couldn't be proved. But then I remember asking Well can I prove that my own belief in atheism is true? I felt that atheism was self-evidently true and that the onus was on anyone who believe in God to prove that.
So by asking this of Christians (I'm in the Western world) I gradually began to ask this of myself. What proof do I have for my own atheistic belief? And I easily realised that I couldn't prove my atheism, that that was also a question of belief/faith.
So I wondered if religion might not have something to offer me. Do all the questions we have about life, death and meaning need a religious answer rather than no answer which is effectively the answer that a strictly scientific approach can give (which is my background)?
So the question I was asking was Do I need certainty or should I take things on trust? Did I experience uncertainty because I hadn't yet discovered the absolute truth that was out there just waiting to be found or did I need to embrace uncertainty?
Then I learnt something about the philosophy of science and realised that there were limits to scientific understanding. Not everything has an scientific explanation, and the most important things in our lives such as love, beauty and morals do not. I've yet to find a scientific theory that accounts for any of the feelings I had in any of my relationships! But this means letting go of scientific certainty and replacing words like "certainty" with more personal words like "trust" and above all "love".
So that was one reason that led me to religion and ultimately Christianity, coming from a very atheistic background.
So I'd like to ask any former atheists here, was there anything in particular that threw you off atheism and made you think differently?
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