- Jun 18, 2020
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Honestly, these days I can’t imagine God loving me. All I can think about is how cross He is at me. I am an evil coward, and I’m so deeply rooted in my own abilities. I’m always afraid to share Jesus with others, and it makes me feel anxious to no end. I don’t ever feel truly sorry for my sins, only for the consequences. I fall asleep while praying at night, and the words are so empty, and just sound like fingernails on a chalkboard. If all of this was a trial, I’ve failed miserably. Prayers and advice are always appreciated.