But do you think im forgivable?
(1Jn 2:1) My little children, these things write I unto you, that ye sin not. And if any man sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous:
(1Jn 2:2)
And he is the propitiation for our sins: and not for ours only, but also for the sins of the whole world.
(1Jn 2:3) And hereby we do know that we know him, if we keep his commandments.
(1Jn 2:4) He that saith, I know him, and keepeth not his commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him.
(1Jn 2:5) But whoso keepeth his word, in him verily is the love of God perfected: hereby know we that we are in him.
(1Jn 2:6) He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked.
in the Amplified version of the Bible:
(1Jn 2:2) And He [that same Jesus] is the propitiation for our sins [
the atoning sacrifice that holds back the wrath of God that would otherwise be directed at us because of our sinful nature--our worldliness, our lifestyle]; and not for ours alone, but also for [
the sins of all believers throughout] the whole world.
God has
already made forgiveness available to 'the whole world'; if you receive His forgiveness as a free gift, then you
are forgiven - you simply have to take God's Word for this, regardless of your past, present, and future sins.
there is much debate about what the mark of the beast is - but if you'll make God your Lord as well as Savior, and strive to be led by His Holy Spirit inside of you each day while confirming His leading with His words to you in the Bible as much as you are able, then you won't receive the mark of the beast - no matter what it actually is