So if someone had resolved to sin, that is to make a choice to turn from God by willfully deciding to do something against his will, and then before actually sinning, realizes that they do not want to do that sin and repents from it... is that still considered a sin? If so, is that a mortal sin, if the sin that was in question itself was mortal?
I struggle with a mortal sin that is an addiction but even then, I was right with God after confession a few days ago and yet I found myself today resolving to do it "one more time" and now I just know that is a horrible abuse of Christ's sacrifice and I do *not* want to do it.. but that part of me still does and I'm actively fighting against the urge. I feel as though I will give into temptation especially after feeling as though I've already failed God by even resolving to in the first place. But then I read the parable of the two sons and I feel as though because I resolved to do one thing but will, ideally and will all of my prayer and strength, not actually do it, I am not in sin as long as I do not actually do it.
I don't have the ability to get a quick response from my confessor for advice so I am coming here for help. I'm just looking for clarity and advice. Thank you.
I struggle with a mortal sin that is an addiction but even then, I was right with God after confession a few days ago and yet I found myself today resolving to do it "one more time" and now I just know that is a horrible abuse of Christ's sacrifice and I do *not* want to do it.. but that part of me still does and I'm actively fighting against the urge. I feel as though I will give into temptation especially after feeling as though I've already failed God by even resolving to in the first place. But then I read the parable of the two sons and I feel as though because I resolved to do one thing but will, ideally and will all of my prayer and strength, not actually do it, I am not in sin as long as I do not actually do it.
I don't have the ability to get a quick response from my confessor for advice so I am coming here for help. I'm just looking for clarity and advice. Thank you.