Someone who doesn't have a heart and spirit or soul in her body and does not have passion, love for God but want to go back to God and don't have a heart nd spirit in her heart to believe how can the person go back to God and reconcile with God and repent? Battle of life I never see this kind of things before since I was born
(Deu 31:8) And the LORD, he it is that doth go before thee; he will be with thee,
he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee: fear not, neither be dismayed.
(Heb 13:5) Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for
he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
you haven't left God, because He has sworn that He will not leave you - agree with Him about that, no matter what your circumstances or feelings tell you.
remind yourself of accounts in the Bible of those who suffered from circumstances for years - and then began to agree with God that they were blessed in spite of their circumstances, and overcame those circumstances - people like Moses, Joshua, Caleb, Gideon, David, etc. - focus on God's Word brings peace.
(Eph 4:21) If so be that ye have heard him, and have been taught by him, as the truth is in Jesus:
(Eph 4:22) That ye
put off concerning the former conversation
the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts;
(Eph 4:23) And be renewed in the spirit of your mind;
(Eph 4:24) And that ye
put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness.
when you speak God's Words over yourself, regardless of what circumstances and feelings are telling you, you connect with His power to change those circumstances and feelings; and you 'incline your ear' to His direction that will bring about the positive changes you seek.
if you leave your coat in the car overnight, and put it on when you get in it the next day, it might make you even colder for a few minutes - but if you'll
keep it on, it will eventually warm you up