Hello
So for a few years I've daydreamed about a topic I've never told anyone about. I've never thought anything of it but it could mean something.
I have daydreamed a lot about Satan invading my body and through me comes the beginning of the end times. I see Satan as myself pulling the life source out of people's bodies making them grow old and die and then I see an army of white/black robotic like figures which look humanoid but inside they're demons. I daydream that Satan has far more advanced technology than any government and uses it to ultimately destroy those who are not going to be accepted into Heaven. Sometimes I daydream that I'm an angel or a human with a destiny to save someone and in the process of saving someone, I die and am surrounded by angels and taken up into Heaven.
Are you aware that the Bible contradicts these imaginings of yours? If it is correct (and I have excellent reason to believe it is), then your imaginings aren't.
The Bible urges Christians to carefully govern their thought-life (
2 Corinthians 10:4-5; Philippians 4:8). Your thinking shapes who you are and what you do, so don't be careless about what thoughts you allow into your mind. These daydreams will not bring anything good into your life. Reject them. Instead, fill your mind with the truth and light of God's word.
This may all seem crazy. I will say right now I am worried that Satan is existing in the back of my mind like he has a control over part of me. I don't claim to be an angel, apostle, or someone sent by God or Satan. I simply am claiming that I have had these strange daydreams that I can't make sense of. Maybe it's just an overactive imagination or maybe someone like God or Satan is trying to tell me something in pictures and I can't decipher it.
Satan is always waiting to take the unwary, the unwise, and bring them into bondage to his lies and darkness. He is a thief who will steal your joy, destroy your fellowship with God, and kill you if you give him room in your mind and heart to do so. He's not fooling around, so don't play light and loose with him.
Any advice or help would be appreciated. I do struggle with my faith if that helps with anyone giving me advice on what to do.
The Bible tells us first to submit ourselves unto God and then resist the devil (
James 4:7). There is no way to resist him successfully apart from being first submitted to God. Have you submitted yourself to God? Have you yielded your life to him to do with as He pleases? Is God the God of your life? Who sits on the throne of your heart? If God is not in control of you, eventually the devil will be, directly or indirectly. There is no neutral ground you can stand in between the two.
James 4:7-10
7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
8 Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double minded.
9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness.
10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.
Proverbs 3:5-7
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding.
6 In all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.
7 Be not wise in your own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.
Romans 10:9-13
9 that if you confess with your mouth Jesus as Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved;
10 for with the heart a person believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation.
11 For the Scripture says, "WHOEVER BELIEVES IN HIM WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED."
12 For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek; for the same Lord is Lord of all, abounding in riches for all who call on Him;
13 for "WHOEVER WILL CALL ON THE NAME OF THE LORD WILL BE SAVED." 
