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God speaks in a still, small voice:

(1Ki 19:9) And he came thither unto a cave, and lodged there; and, behold, the word of the LORD came to him, and he said unto him, What doest thou here, Elijah?
(1Ki 19:10) And he said, I have been very jealous for the LORD God of hosts: for the children of Israel have forsaken thy covenant, thrown down thine altars, and slain thy prophets with the sword; and I, even I only, am left; and they seek my life, to take it away.
(1Ki 19:11) And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount before the LORD. And, behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the LORD; but the LORD was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but the LORD was not in the earthquake:
(1Ki 19:12) And after the earthquake a fire; but the LORD was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.

(1Ki 19:13) And it was so, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle, and went out, and stood in the entering in of the cave. And, behold, there came a voice unto him, and said, What doest thou here, Elijah?
(1Ki 19:14) And he said, I have been very jealous for the LORD God of hosts: because the children of Israel have forsaken thy covenant, thrown down thine altars, and slain thy prophets with the sword; and I, even I only, am left; and they seek my life, to take it away.
(1Ki 19:15) And the LORD said unto him, Go, return on thy way to the wilderness of Damascus: and when thou comest, anoint Hazael to be king over Syria:
(1Ki 19:16) And Jehu the son of Nimshi shalt thou anoint to be king over Israel: and Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abelmeholah shalt thou anoint to be prophet in thy room.
(1Ki 19:17) And it shall come to pass, that him that escapeth the sword of Hazael shall Jehu slay: and him that escapeth from the sword of Jehu shall Elisha slay.
(1Ki 19:18) Yet I have left me seven thousand in Israel, all the knees which have not bowed unto Baal, and every mouth which hath not kissed him.

in order to hear from God you have to first 'incline your ear'; and second, still your own thoughts - He won't shout above your pleas, nor will He shout because you haven't inclined your ear to Him - He speaks in a still, small voice.

He's already said many, many things to you through His written word, the Bible. as you seek to hear from Him through His written word, you give Him the opportunity to reveal to you what His written word actually means - you will gain access to His 'revealed' written Word (the 'Living word') by confidently expecting (having faith) that He will speak to you through His written word in the Bible - this is how you 'incline your ear'.

the second step i find to be much more challenging - stilling my own thoughts. at times i catch myself crying our to Him to speak, but yet not giving Him an opportunity to do so because of my constant pleas.

I am convinced beyond being unconvinced that God is always speaking to me through the Holy Spirit - but like a radio playing static, i'm not always 'tuned in' to the right channel, or i'm drowning His vice out of my hearing with my own constant stream of words to Him...

(Mat 12:38) Then certain of the scribes and of the Pharisees answered, saying, Master, we would see a sign from thee.

these scribes and Pharisees were looking for the same thing you are - a sign; vision, waking dream, etc. - but they asked out of unbelief, confident that Jesus could NOT give them such as sign, because they didn't believe that He was the Christ (the Anointed One, the Savior of the world) - you however are asking in faith, and God desires more than you do that you experience Him - but Jesus' reply to those scribes and Pharisees, although it was a rebuke to them, is encouragement for us who are reborn in Christ:

(Mat 12:38) Then certain of the scribes and of the Pharisees answered, saying, Master, we would see a sign from thee.
(Mat 12:39) But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas:
(Mat 12:40) For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.

(emphasis added by me)

we already have the most powerful sign we can get from God - the Bible's account of the crucifixion and resurrection of His Son Jesus as a substitute for us - He paid the price for all our sins, and paved the way to right standing with God (righteousness) through faith in His undeserved favor toward us (grace); there can be no more convincing sign than this:

(from the parable of the rich man and Lazarus):
(Luk 16:27) Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father's house:
(Luk 16:28) For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment.
(Luk 16:29) Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.
(Luk 16:30) And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent.

(Luk 16:31) And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.
(emphasis added by me)

i believe what Jesus is saying to you and I is that without seeking God in His written word, the Bible, we won't be able to believe as we can and should based on signs alone, but will yield to the reports of the world (the devil) and our own flesh when the devil comes to tempt us to cast away our confidence in God as Lord (One who provides direction and guidance so to led us to intersect with the blessings He's prepared for us in this life) and Savior.

(2Co 11:13) For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ.
(2Co 11:14) And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.

what this is saying to me is that satan can appear to be an angel, so i can't put my faith in visions, dreams, signs, etc. - these can be counterfeit copies from the devil to lead me astray. but if my faith is rooted and grounded in God's revealed written Word, when doubts come, all i need to do is to go back and remind myself of His unchanging Word to be encouraged and strengthened - and the Holy Spirit will remind me of his Word, comfort me, and strengthen me with His Peace as i do seek Him in His Word:

(Joh 14:25) These things have I spoken unto you, being yet present with you.
(Joh 14:26) But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
(Joh 14:27) Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.
 
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You may want to hang out in the field with Him alone being His buddy but it turns out that He has obedience in mind, and that obedience is to His path.

Nicely stated. Thanks for this.
 
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I am looking for spiritual help and guidance and answers to my questions. My request is for mature men and women of God only who have a true connection with Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit. This is spiritual "meat" I say this because what I have to say may require God to speak through you to answer. That's my only reason for saying this.

Let's get started. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit when the heavens opened up and the Holy Spirit came down as a dove into me. I saw the Holy Spirit face to face.

I did not grow up in a religious home. I found Jesus on my own without church.

I was 16 at the time, I am now 27 years old. I have seen Jesus Christ probably about 9 times since the age of 16.

The problem I am having right now is this... I havent seen him or been with him in the last probably 3 years. Did I fall into a curse? No. Did I go my own way into a world of sin? No.

Ok so its been 3 years. Whats the problem? My problem is is I only know how to have a relationship with God if we're together. I dont know anything else.

I feel like me and God are in this long distant relationship like hes in another state. I call his phone, he dont pick up. I send him text messages he dont reply. I write him letters and he doesnt write back. I felt like this for years and years. And I disnt give up but right now I feel like I'm about to give up.

I wish I could just be a normal Christian who is content with just prayer and reading the bible and going to church. And is happy with just "feeling" his presence and thats it. I tried so hard to be like that.

But I cant its like its not me or for me to live like that with God. And I hate that so much because I just wanna be happy with God.

Another thing is, dont get me wrong I am not a satanist or some new age person. I know very well the dangers in all those things. I understand spiritual warfare very well. I even seen Satan face to face. The beast himself. In full natural form. As unnatural as that sounds...

But riddle me this, why is it so dang easy to see demons? I'm not kidding give me 24 hours and I'll have a story to tell.

But seeing angels? Super hard.
Seeing Jesus? Super hard.
Seeing devils? Easy.

Why is this? I mean if God is so available. Why is it so difficult? Its funny hearing this from someone who seen God 9 times huh?

This is where i am. Please help me because I'm at a place where if i dont truly have God in my life. It's either i have him or i dont have him. No middle spot is open for me. I want him supernaturally not in any other way. I dont wanna read my bible alone, I want to be with him as he teaches me the bible. I dont want to pray alone and never hear from him. I want to pray and God speak back. I want a relationship that is alive. Not where i am the only one that is communicating with him in everyday. But hes not doing anything with me.
Remember that blessed is he who waits on The Lord. Patience is generally unpleasant to learn as I’ve found it. Christ Himself did not want to experience being separated from God The Father upon His death on the cross. Hang in there.
 
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Frankie Reyes as you know this is a fallen world. Christ said to them that were about to take Him.. My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.

The only way to please the Father is by faith. So meat.. we don't walk by how we "FEEL" we don't walk by how we "SEE" we don't walk by what we "hear". So that means He has never left you. He is has been always with you.

Meat.. fear? Is it not written God has not given us the spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind. Hold to the promises He already gave you. There is no "i have Him or I don't". Think of what you said.. we have it written "I will never leave you no forsake you" We have it written "And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever".

Your trying to walk by feelings "flesh" that is not how this works. At first.. its as if He is always there.. answers every prayer.. you have to grow up. Faith.. if He said it He will do it. He is not man.. He can not lie. Again think.. Hes right there right now and... you want some "feeling" so you can believe? Take Him at His word. Oh then it gets SOOOOOOOOOOOO much better!
 
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I am looking for spiritual help and guidance and answers to my questions. My request is for mature men and women of God only who have a true connection with Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit. This is spiritual "meat" I say this because what I have to say may require God to speak through you to answer. That's my only reason for saying this.

Let's get started. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit when the heavens opened up and the Holy Spirit came down as a dove into me. I saw the Holy Spirit face to face.

I did not grow up in a religious home. I found Jesus on my own without church.

I was 16 at the time, I am now 27 years old. I have seen Jesus Christ probably about 9 times since the age of 16.

The problem I am having right now is this... I havent seen him or been with him in the last probably 3 years. Did I fall into a curse? No. Did I go my own way into a world of sin? No.

Ok so its been 3 years. Whats the problem? My problem is is I only know how to have a relationship with God if we're together. I dont know anything else.

I feel like me and God are in this long distant relationship like hes in another state. I call his phone, he dont pick up. I send him text messages he dont reply. I write him letters and he doesnt write back. I felt like this for years and years. And I disnt give up but right now I feel like I'm about to give up.

I wish I could just be a normal Christian who is content with just prayer and reading the bible and going to church. And is happy with just "feeling" his presence and thats it. I tried so hard to be like that.

But I cant its like its not me or for me to live like that with God. And I hate that so much because I just wanna be happy with God.

Another thing is, dont get me wrong I am not a satanist or some new age person. I know very well the dangers in all those things. I understand spiritual warfare very well. I even seen Satan face to face. The beast himself. In full natural form. As unnatural as that sounds...

But riddle me this, why is it so dang easy to see demons? I'm not kidding give me 24 hours and I'll have a story to tell.

But seeing angels? Super hard.
Seeing Jesus? Super hard.
Seeing devils? Easy.

Why is this? I mean if God is so available. Why is it so difficult? Its funny hearing this from someone who seen God 9 times huh?

This is where i am. Please help me because I'm at a place where if i dont truly have God in my life. It's either i have him or i dont have him. No middle spot is open for me. I want him supernaturally not in any other way. I dont wanna read my bible alone, I want to be with him as he teaches me the bible. I dont want to pray alone and never hear from him. I want to pray and God speak back. I want a relationship that is alive. Not where i am the only one that is communicating with him in everyday. But hes not doing anything with me.
As we mature, we "feel" Him less and "experience" Him more outside of the carnal aspect of perception. God wants us to mature Spiritually, so stimulating only the parts of us that can be engaged by the beings of the physical world would do us a disservice.

As there is a disconnect with the visual, emotional, or auditory helps that are common for some early in the faith walk - the carnal part of the mind that was using these things to subconsciously control the perception of what or who God is starts to become disoriented, confused, and afraid.

These reactions in the subconscious are the opposite of trust or faith, so it seems like God is not there, but He totally always is.

If it seems that God has become silent, He is inviting you to sanctify at a deeper level so you can both enjoy the fruit of this sanctification together.
 
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Yes - He required me to stay in a church for 7 years that had little understanding of my walk. It hurts but He heals.

He is looking for believers with grit and it don't come easy.


I wasn't hurt by the church multiple times because of my walk with God, or because of my beliefs did not match theirs. That's not why I was hurt by the church. I was hurt by the church for a completely other personal reason. That has absolutely nothing to do with beliefs or my own walk with God.
 
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God speaks in a still, small voice:

(1Ki 19:9) And he came thither unto a cave, and lodged there; and, behold, the word of the LORD came to him, and he said unto him, What doest thou here, Elijah?
(1Ki 19:10) And he said, I have been very jealous for the LORD God of hosts: for the children of Israel have forsaken thy covenant, thrown down thine altars, and slain thy prophets with the sword; and I, even I only, am left; and they seek my life, to take it away.
(1Ki 19:11) And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the mount before the LORD. And, behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the LORD; but the LORD was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but the LORD was not in the earthquake:
(1Ki 19:12) And after the earthquake a fire; but the LORD was not in the fire: and after the fire a still small voice.

(1Ki 19:13) And it was so, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle, and went out, and stood in the entering in of the cave. And, behold, there came a voice unto him, and said, What doest thou here, Elijah?
(1Ki 19:14) And he said, I have been very jealous for the LORD God of hosts: because the children of Israel have forsaken thy covenant, thrown down thine altars, and slain thy prophets with the sword; and I, even I only, am left; and they seek my life, to take it away.
(1Ki 19:15) And the LORD said unto him, Go, return on thy way to the wilderness of Damascus: and when thou comest, anoint Hazael to be king over Syria:
(1Ki 19:16) And Jehu the son of Nimshi shalt thou anoint to be king over Israel: and Elisha the son of Shaphat of Abelmeholah shalt thou anoint to be prophet in thy room.
(1Ki 19:17) And it shall come to pass, that him that escapeth the sword of Hazael shall Jehu slay: and him that escapeth from the sword of Jehu shall Elisha slay.
(1Ki 19:18) Yet I have left me seven thousand in Israel, all the knees which have not bowed unto Baal, and every mouth which hath not kissed him.

in order to hear from God you have to first 'incline your ear'; and second, still your own thoughts - He won't shout above your pleas, nor will He shout because you haven't inclined your ear to Him - He speaks in a still, small voice.

He's already said many, many things to you through His written word, the Bible. as you seek to hear from Him through His written word, you give Him the opportunity to reveal to you what His written word actually means - you will gain access to His 'revealed' written Word (the 'Living word') by confidently expecting (having faith) that He will speak to you through His written word in the Bible - this is how you 'incline your ear'.

the second step i find to be much more challenging - stilling my own thoughts. at times i catch myself crying our to Him to speak, but yet not giving Him an opportunity to do so because of my constant pleas.

I am convinced beyond being unconvinced that God is always speaking to me through the Holy Spirit - but like a radio playing static, i'm not always 'tuned in' to the right channel, or i'm drowning His vice out of my hearing with my own constant stream of words to Him...

(Mat 12:38) Then certain of the scribes and of the Pharisees answered, saying, Master, we would see a sign from thee.

these scribes and Pharisees were looking for the same thing you are - a sign; vision, waking dream, etc. - but they asked out of unbelief, confident that Jesus could NOT give them such as sign, because they didn't believe that He was the Christ (the Anointed One, the Savior of the world) - you however are asking in faith, and God desires more than you do that you experience Him - but Jesus' reply to those scribes and Pharisees, although it was a rebuke to them, is encouragement for us who are reborn in Christ:

(Mat 12:38) Then certain of the scribes and of the Pharisees answered, saying, Master, we would see a sign from thee.
(Mat 12:39) But he answered and said unto them, An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the prophet Jonas:
(Mat 12:40) For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth.

(emphasis added by me)

we already have the most powerful sign we can get from God - the Bible's account of the crucifixion and resurrection of His Son Jesus as a substitute for us - He paid the price for all our sins, and paved the way to right standing with God (righteousness) through faith in His undeserved favor toward us (grace); there can be no more convincing sign than this:

(from the parable of the rich man and Lazarus):
(Luk 16:27) Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father's house:
(Luk 16:28) For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment.
(Luk 16:29) Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.
(Luk 16:30) And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent.

(Luk 16:31) And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.
(emphasis added by me)

i believe what Jesus is saying to you and I is that without seeking God in His written word, the Bible, we won't be able to believe as we can and should based on signs alone, but will yield to the reports of the world (the devil) and our own flesh when the devil comes to tempt us to cast away our confidence in God as Lord (One who provides direction and guidance so to led us to intersect with the blessings He's prepared for us in this life) and Savior.

(2Co 11:13) For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ.
(2Co 11:14) And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light.

what this is saying to me is that satan can appear to be an angel, so i can't put my faith in visions, dreams, signs, etc. - these can be counterfeit copies from the devil to lead me astray. but if my faith is rooted and grounded in God's revealed written Word, when doubts come, all i need to do is to go back and remind myself of His unchanging Word to be encouraged and strengthened - and the Holy Spirit will remind me of his Word, comfort me, and strengthen me with His Peace as i do seek Him in His Word:

(Joh 14:25) These things have I spoken unto you, being yet present with you.
(Joh 14:26) But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.
(Joh 14:27) Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

This was an incredible read, thank you so much. Yes I learned about deceptive spirits early on. I believe when you have the Holy Spirit inside of you, you cannot be deceived with false visitations because the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth that gives us the ability to discern what is of God and what is Not of God.

Every visitation I have ever received from God has altered my life in a blessed way.
 
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Why is this? I mean if God is so available. Why is it so difficult? Its funny hearing this from someone who seen God 9 times huh?

Well I will just repost something I blogged on Facebook a few years ago that fits the OP.


Life as a Spiritual Journey
One of the biggest themes of the entire Bible is the notion of life as a spiritual journey but its a theme that is generally not covered or is under utilized (outside of works like John Bunyan's Pilgrim's Progress often not covered very well). e.g. - Before Christianity was Christianity is was known as "the Way" in the Early Book of Acts, so the notion is very at the core of the Faith.

The theme is important for a number of reasons, but especially In bad times concerning issues of Theodicy there are a number of helpful messages that can help us get through the bad times. The notion that the bad times, spiritual deserts are places where God wants to speak to us is one such message. And on that theme I have this excerpt from a Jewish (non-Messianic) article.


"...The fourth book of the Bible is known in English as the Book of Numbers – because it begins with a command to count the Israelites, to take a census, to establish their numbers. However in Hebrew it is known by the key word of its first sentence, Bemidbar, “In the wilderness.” It is also always read on the Shabbat before Shavuot, the festival of the giving of the Torah. Is there any significance to these facts? Are they related? Is there a connection between wilderness, revelation and numbers? And is there a reason Jewish tradition preferred to call the book ‘Wilderness’ rather than ‘Numbers’?

The Hebrew word midbar, wilderness, has the same root as the word dabar/davar, meaning “word” or “thing.” It has the same letters as medabber, “speaking.” It is in the wilderness that the Israelites hear revelation, the word or speaking of G-d.



Bemidbar (5768) - The Wilderness and the Word - Rabbi Sacks
 
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This is true, ive also read about the Desert Fathers and Mothers. They litterly walked with God on earth. Also the story of the man name Christian who lived in the Himalayas mountains he was 300 years old. He would go into heaven and bring back plants that healed people with its aroma.

I firmly believe we should all be walking like this with God. Some where we lost our way as Gods true church. And instead entered into a watered down version of Christianity
 
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I was 16 at the time, I am now 27 years old. I have seen Jesus Christ probably about 9 times since the age of 16.

By the standards of the Bible you are still a little on the young side.

The short answer to the OP if you don't mind a Star Wars analogy is Jedi training. The figurative deserts test you.

You may find some use to this article / video from Bill Hamon that covers the 10 M's of Ministry. I got mixed feeling coming from the Prophetic movement of the 90s, but this was highly recommended advice for people who had that type of call.

https://www1.cbn.com/dr-bill-hamon-dealing-hidden-sin-church
 
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Do you do what God asks? Why do you feel a bad connection with him other than not experiencing supernatural things? Do you not go to church or love your enemy. If you do your best to love others and love god, then you have a good connection with him whether you experience something supernatural or not.
 
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My first thought was try and go to church. I was taught that when we miss service we think we are on the right path, but even if we deviate a couple of degrees and continue walking, then we could end up far away from where we thought we were going. In other words we think we are walking straight, but actually are walking at a slight angle. After some time, we could be further away from God.

If we look at the cross, we see that it is straight up and down. That's the path we want to follow to God. I don't think just talking with the Holy Spirit is enough. We have to walk ourselves to God and going to church each week makes sure that we are waling where we want to go.

You may not be able to go because of work or other reasons, but try to go as often as you can. It will make a difference.
 
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Thank you for taking the time to write to me, your post was a blessing. I tried to PM you, but I couldn't figure out how to do that. I would like to connect with you on a social platform, please let me know if you are willing to connect with me.

Yes! I struggle with my faith a lot, not in a sense of "Is God even real" because, I know God is real, Ive met him. My struggle is relationship based. Like i said in my original post I feel like I'm in a long distance relationship. I call him, no pick up. I leave voice mails, no call backs. I text him no replies. I send him letters, nothing back.

I'm just sitting here like, what is going on? Also keep in mind 3 years is a long time. To remain strong all this time and just now feel weak like i just wanna give up, and instead of giving up seeking help.

In response to demons, I don't go around looking for demons. All im saying is that it blows my mind how easy it is, to find darkness. VS Finding light, i.e Angels, God, Jesus, heaven ect..

There are countless scriptures about how readily available God is for us. Yet, when we seek him, hes not there. Yes it's easier to find darkness then it is to find God sad but true. and very contradiction to Gods word I know but thats the reality here. My reality has been the other way around. I wish it was the other way around.

In response to hearing Gods voice. I don't like to hear God in my thoughts, I used to practice this, but ive always been wrong about what I heard. I practiced this for years.

It's failed me so much, it has done more damage then good. To the point of no return. This is why I don't hear God, or why i say i dont hear God.

The only way im ever gonna trust something i hear, is if He shows up in a visitation whether it be in a vision or in person physically in my room. Because anytime hes ever talked to me like that I knew it was him speaking without doubt.

Think of it like this, your with your best friend at home, and hes talking to you about church on sunday. You dont have to doubt hes talking to you about church and you dont have to doubt the story. If we humans can communicate so well with each other, how much more should communication with God be more clear?
All you have to do to PM someone is click or highlight their name, and select "start a conversation", and that's PMing someone, it really is that simple, and then go to you messages in your inbox on here by highlighting the inbox icon next to your name in the upper right hand corner, and going to "inbox", or highlighting and clicking on the little "mail icon" up there, and I would like to speak to you in private from here on out if we could...

Would like to help you more to hear His voice, etc...

But would prefer to do it in private from here on out...

Cause we can hear "other voices" sometimes at first, but I would really like to not talk about that part on here...

Cause I might have to talk to you about "testing the spirits" or each spirit first, etc, and I just don't want to get into that on here...

Cause that is also sometimes involved in any "wilderness experiences" as well sometimes also, until they are forced to "get out of your (and God's) way" between you two, etc...

If you want to know more, PM me, OK...?

God Bless!
 
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I live in a "perpetual wilderness experience" basically, just my life now, and have had to make other spirits get out of being between me and God's way sometimes, by testing them, etc, so if you want to know more, PM me OK...?

God Bless!
 
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Can you describe what Jesus/God appearance looks like?

Also describe the devil.
Thankyou
The reason I ask this, is because I have experienced Jesus in two dreams. Both times, I didn’t see His face, and sensed that I wasn’t supposed to.
I have heard from The Lord, since 2011, in three year intervals approximately. They are usually dire warnings of the state I’m in.
 
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I have never seen anything, well, I've noticed some things sometimes, if you want to call that seeing certain things, etc, cause what I saw I knew God and other spirits were "in", etc, and also I have had what some might call some "hallucinations" sometimes, but mainly I hear things, and have heard many things, talked to God and also many other spirits, etc, sometimes this is just in my head on the inside of me, and sometimes they can come right out of the thin air around me sometimes, etc, and sometimes they can come from other people, and other life, and other things, etc, when I notice them, etc, but that is mainly the limit of my experiences, etc, and it has been awhile now, and after much experience, and going through a lot of things, "a lot of things", with it, etc, I can now confidently say I hear from God now, and know His voice now, etc, and know His voice from any other voices now, etc, and know when it is Him now, and not Him now, etc...

I live in a perpetual wilderness experience, etc...

God Bless!
 
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I am looking for spiritual help and guidance and answers to my questions. My request is for mature men and women of God only who have a true connection with Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit. This is spiritual "meat" I say this because what I have to say may require God to speak through you to answer. That's my only reason for saying this.

Let's get started. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit when the heavens opened up and the Holy Spirit came down as a dove into me. I saw the Holy Spirit face to face.

I did not grow up in a religious home. I found Jesus on my own without church.

I was 16 at the time, I am now 27 years old. I have seen Jesus Christ probably about 9 times since the age of 16.

The problem I am having right now is this... I havent seen him or been with him in the last probably 3 years. Did I fall into a curse? No. Did I go my own way into a world of sin? No.

Ok so its been 3 years. Whats the problem? My problem is is I only know how to have a relationship with God if we're together. I dont know anything else.

I feel like me and God are in this long distant relationship like hes in another state. I call his phone, he dont pick up. I send him text messages he dont reply. I write him letters and he doesnt write back. I felt like this for years and years. And I disnt give up but right now I feel like I'm about to give up.

I wish I could just be a normal Christian who is content with just prayer and reading the bible and going to church. And is happy with just "feeling" his presence and thats it. I tried so hard to be like that.

But I cant its like its not me or for me to live like that with God. And I hate that so much because I just wanna be happy with God.

Another thing is, dont get me wrong I am not a satanist or some new age person. I know very well the dangers in all those things. I understand spiritual warfare very well. I even seen Satan face to face. The beast himself. In full natural form. As unnatural as that sounds...

But riddle me this, why is it so dang easy to see demons? I'm not kidding give me 24 hours and I'll have a story to tell.

But seeing angels? Super hard.
Seeing Jesus? Super hard.
Seeing devils? Easy.

Why is this? I mean if God is so available. Why is it so difficult? Its funny hearing this from someone who seen God 9 times huh?

This is where i am. Please help me because I'm at a place where if i dont truly have God in my life. It's either i have him or i dont have him. No middle spot is open for me. I want him supernaturally not in any other way. I dont wanna read my bible alone, I want to be with him as he teaches me the bible. I dont want to pray alone and never hear from him. I want to pray and God speak back. I want a relationship that is alive. Not where i am the only one that is communicating with him in everyday. But hes not doing anything with me.
It's called growing up. God is there always. He's promised never to leave you or forsake you. Do you trust what He says or how you feel? The only people I knew who saw demons all the time were former Satanists. You say that is not you and I do not doubt you. But have you been involved in the occult prior to being saved? That can leave its mark. Or associating with people who are into witchcraft and such.

God's will is that all His people come to a place called the knowledge of the truth. That is a wonderful place. It means that you know that you know God is real and that all that He says is true and dependable. It means that you know that you are crucified with Christ and that He is your life. We need the truth to be as real to us as our own name. Have you ever had someone tell you that you are a different person? You answer, you got the wrong guy. Maybe he says that you look just like so and so. You know who you are so you are not moved. That's the kind of knowing that God seeks to impart. I don't check myself out to see if I feel like myself each morning. That would be dumb. God has also brought me to the place where I know who I am in Christ. It took way longer than I like to admit to (ok, about 40 years. I'm a slow learner). It does not have to take that long. Humble yourself, confess your lack of knowledge and keep seeking until you get answers.
 
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I am looking for spiritual help and guidance and answers to my questions. My request is for mature men and women of God only who have a true connection with Jesus Christ by the power of the Holy Spirit. This is spiritual "meat" I say this because what I have to say may require God to speak through you to answer. That's my only reason for saying this.

Let's get started. I was baptized with the Holy Spirit when the heavens opened up and the Holy Spirit came down as a dove into me. I saw the Holy Spirit face to face.

I did not grow up in a religious home. I found Jesus on my own without church.

I was 16 at the time, I am now 27 years old. I have seen Jesus Christ probably about 9 times since the age of 16.

The problem I am having right now is this... I havent seen him or been with him in the last probably 3 years. Did I fall into a curse? No. Did I go my own way into a world of sin? No.

Ok so its been 3 years. Whats the problem? My problem is is I only know how to have a relationship with God if we're together. I dont know anything else.

I feel like me and God are in this long distant relationship like hes in another state. I call his phone, he dont pick up. I send him text messages he dont reply. I write him letters and he doesnt write back. I felt like this for years and years. And I disnt give up but right now I feel like I'm about to give up.

I wish I could just be a normal Christian who is content with just prayer and reading the bible and going to church. And is happy with just "feeling" his presence and thats it. I tried so hard to be like that.

But I cant its like its not me or for me to live like that with God. And I hate that so much because I just wanna be happy with God.

Another thing is, dont get me wrong I am not a satanist or some new age person. I know very well the dangers in all those things. I understand spiritual warfare very well. I even seen Satan face to face. The beast himself. In full natural form. As unnatural as that sounds...

But riddle me this, why is it so dang easy to see demons? I'm not kidding give me 24 hours and I'll have a story to tell.

But seeing angels? Super hard.
Seeing Jesus? Super hard.
Seeing devils? Easy.

Why is this? I mean if God is so available. Why is it so difficult? Its funny hearing this from someone who seen God 9 times huh?

This is where i am. Please help me because I'm at a place where if i dont truly have God in my life. It's either i have him or i dont have him. No middle spot is open for me. I want him supernaturally not in any other way. I dont wanna read my bible alone, I want to be with him as he teaches me the bible. I dont want to pray alone and never hear from him. I want to pray and God speak back. I want a relationship that is alive. Not where i am the only one that is communicating with him in everyday. But hes not doing anything with me.
Greetings to you. Remember that Faith is believing in something that you cannot see with your eyes. Just because you do not see him, does not mean he is not there. Remember that Jesus Christ was tested by satan for 40 days and nights. You must also go through the same test. You are right that it is easy to see the devil because we all have to go through trials and tribulations before we can receive victory. This is your chance to prove to Jesus Christ that you do believe in him with all your heart whether you see him or not.
Also try to remember if your have done anything wrong in the past three years that could have put distance between you and God/Jesus Christ. Nobody is perfect. We are all sinners. Even though you do not know the sin that you may have committed, it is wise to always ask got for forgiveness and mercy.
 
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How do you know it was Jesus you were seeing and not demons all along?

This Jesus that you saw didn't command you to get back in fellowship with believers in a local church? I understand being hurt by a church and maybe removing myself for a while. But you should be longing to be back with other believers. Remember Hebrews 10 says to not forsake the gathering of the saints.

I just can't believe 9 encounters with the actual person of our Lord Jesus Christ, and the holy spirit coming on you like a dove has led you to forsake the church and it sounds like on the verge of rejecting God.

But I'm just a normal Christian. So who knows.
 
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