So I was laying in bed trying to sleep and this demon put a partial thought into my brain about the Holy Spirit which I finished, most likely due to OCD about always finishing partial thoughts (this has been one source of many of my bad thoughts). The end result was a blasphemous thought that I did not mean.
Now I feel really bad and nervous that I may have blasphemed Him, but at the same time numb. And I love Him so much I do not want Him to depart from me. Why does this keep happening to me?!?! I'm sorry God please have mercy on me a sinner.
Now I feel really bad and nervous that I may have blasphemed Him, but at the same time numb. And I love Him so much I do not want Him to depart from me. Why does this keep happening to me?!?! I'm sorry God please have mercy on me a sinner.