- Apr 12, 2019
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I am starting to develop a fear for face masks. I can wear one even though I sometimes have trouble breathing. The issue I have is that I am having difficulty seeing people wearing them. They can make the kindest or prettiest girl look like a craze serial killer.
I have been going out but I have been finding it more difficult. I even had the life group put hands and me and prayed which I though I was done with it until the following day I had it bad and had to come home early.
Last Friday started out bad seeing it on the news which I don't watch but my family does. It got better when I talked to my friend. He helped me through it. We prayed. I then talked to my female friend and she prayed for me too.
However hanging out with my other friend on Saturday I felt uncomfortable. One was wearing a mask that made him look real creepy. Then my friends wife was wearing one and she looked crazed. I then took my glasses off and walked home head down trying to avoid cars which makes it that I accidentally look at people.
Yesterday started out bad going to the after virtual Church physical park Church. I got nervous going there after spotting many mask wearing people out in the street. I then made it to the park and I was fine as I meet a friend I have not talking to her in a while. Also some had their masks down so I felt better. I was fine there even walking home I was okay.
The issue I have is that I can be walking and just spot one person with a mask and it gets to me and I go into fight or flight mode and have to get home quickly. I then put a image blocker in my browser so I don't accidental spot a mask wearing image.
I don't care if they are suppose to protect. They look creepy an I have no worries I am going to catch Covid I have worries that Covid is going to make me have a nervous breakdown and lose it.
I have been going out but I have been finding it more difficult. I even had the life group put hands and me and prayed which I though I was done with it until the following day I had it bad and had to come home early.
Last Friday started out bad seeing it on the news which I don't watch but my family does. It got better when I talked to my friend. He helped me through it. We prayed. I then talked to my female friend and she prayed for me too.
However hanging out with my other friend on Saturday I felt uncomfortable. One was wearing a mask that made him look real creepy. Then my friends wife was wearing one and she looked crazed. I then took my glasses off and walked home head down trying to avoid cars which makes it that I accidentally look at people.
Yesterday started out bad going to the after virtual Church physical park Church. I got nervous going there after spotting many mask wearing people out in the street. I then made it to the park and I was fine as I meet a friend I have not talking to her in a while. Also some had their masks down so I felt better. I was fine there even walking home I was okay.
The issue I have is that I can be walking and just spot one person with a mask and it gets to me and I go into fight or flight mode and have to get home quickly. I then put a image blocker in my browser so I don't accidental spot a mask wearing image.
I don't care if they are suppose to protect. They look creepy an I have no worries I am going to catch Covid I have worries that Covid is going to make me have a nervous breakdown and lose it.