I feel like I can be productive there as well. I was handing out leaflet tracts almost every day there. Putting them under windshield wipers of cars and what not. Here at home it feels so lonely, like I am not doing anything. I have no idea what Gods plan is for my life, but its not moving forward atm.
Do you know that you are not alone ?
This is what we have heard:
Therefore, since WE ARE SURROUNDED BY SO GREAT A CLOUD OF WITNESSES, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, -Hebrews 12:1
With these many witnesses, you are not alone.
what Jesus have said when He is alone:
Behold, the hour is coming, indeed it has come, when you will be scattered, each to his own home, and will LEAVE ME ALONE. YET I AM NOT ALONE, for the FATHER IS WITH ME. -John 16:32
At that time each to his own home, and will leave Jesus alone.
Don’t you feel at this time, each to his home and will leave you alone, too ?
“Yet I am not alone but the Father is with me“, Jesus said.
How about you?
You can say : Yet I am not alone but Jesus is with me !
How Jesus to be with you ? Pray to the Heavenly Father; this is what apostle Paul have prayed :
that according to the riches of his glory he may GRANT YOU to be strengthened with power THROUGH HIS SPIRIT IN YOUR INNER BEING, -Ephesians 3:16
so that CHRIST may DWELL IN YOUR HEARTS through faith'that you, being rooted and grounded in love, -Ephesians 3:17
So when Christ dwell in your heart, you are not alone.
You say, how?
This is what we have heard:
For God, who said, “Let LIGHT shine out of darkness,” HAS SHONE IN OUR HEARTS -
2 Corinthians 4:6
So who is this light ? Jesus, the light of the world. What can we understand about this light?
This is the wisdom that we have heard:
For the commandment is a lamp and THE TEACHING A LIGHT, and the reproofs of discipline are the way of life, -Proverbs 6:23
The teachings of our Lord Jesus Christ is the light that shine your heart !
So, you aren’t alone, for Jesus is with you.
Hold His teachings close to your heart, let His teachings shine in the darkness of your heart.
When you follow Jesus who is the light of the world, you never again walk in darkness but have the light of life.