I think it's close to being over for me

Job instead of allowing the wicked to swamp you with their lies pick up the bible and let its truths set you free.

The only way you can be saved from the wicked is to let Scripture expose the lies you believe about God, yourself and your neighbour.

Jesus loves you and understands you are almost overcome by the lies you believe. The only way to challenge the lies is to read the bible and to believe what it says.

i have struggled with evil voices in my head for many years. i know how that goes. It is terrible and so pushy and demanding. That is not from God. God is the voice of truthful love.

please grow love dear brother, love for God and neighbour and you will see that those wicked voice will begin to die. The more the love of God fills your heart the stronger you will be against there attacks.

Here i share you a poem i wrote when i understood how to be freed from those wicked voices. It is a shape poem. A nuclear explosion.

Please let the love of God kill those horrible voices in your head as well. All you have to do is put your faith in His love instead of His wrath.

Faith comes from hearing the word of God, I would immerse myself in God's word if I had such things happening to me.
I really like this testimony,John Mulinde at IHOP KC 3-1-11 (Full Version) - YouTube
May God heal you in the name of Jesus.

Job405. Do you now Jesus Christ as lord? Christ can never lie where as Satan fallen angels, demons can only lie there is no truth in them. No.. no demon has power over you flesh unless you allow it. Rebuke it in Jesus name.. resist the devil and he has to flee. See Christ gave you and me the power.. so use what Christ or God through Christ told you to do. Those thoughts come.. no in Jesus name.. I have all powe over the enemy and nothing NOTHING shall by ANY MEANS hurt me! Christ can not lie. Demons only lie. So what they are telling you is 100% a lie.

Jesus Christ said... "Behold, I give you the authority to trample on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall by any means hurt you." Its also written greater is HE thats in you then he thats in the world.

So no one not God not Satan demon you name it can control you. Since you know Jesus as lord yes? Satan/demon have no power over you what so ever unless you or I give it to them. THINK.. demons can only LIE so what they are telling you is a lie.

Stop listening to them. Resist the devil and he has to flee. He can't make you think anything nor say anything unless you want to. The fact your here just talking about should show you.

Joel 2 "whoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be delivered:" Yeah its that simple.

"blaspheme the Holy Spirit," Those are people that do not think twice about doing it. They never want to repent. Its not something you oops I said that. Again the fact you don't want to.. God knows you heart. We all say and do things we really don't mean. God said man only sees the out side but God sees the heart.

You have a GOD in you thats greater then he thats in the world. You have ALL power over every demon ever fallen angel. For you have CHRIST in you! Just rebuke those thoughts in JESUS name.

Abba Yah please Breathe deeply into this Body and raise us up in Yahshua the Messiah, and empower us to have authority over all wicked powers. I plead the blood of Yahshua over our heart, soul, will, emotions, imaginations, and physical bodies. Amen.

Job405 said:

I have this demon that's been tormenting me for almost one year now. It's constantly been trying to get me to blaspheme the Holy Spirit, deny Christ or worship satan. There could be thousands of these thoughts per day, it's just relentless.

Today it seems I may have crossed some line into unforgiveness. I had not said anything out loud or in my heart, but I multiple times had thoughts of denying Christ/God. I had these thoughts before several times but I was forgiven.

Thought about denying Christ that I did not mean

Now this demon has more power over my flesh. I can feel it. It is constantly putting pressure on my body, now that the Holy Spirit has reduced in me, or entirely left, I'm not sure.

I have not given up yet but it's not looking too good for me. I want the fullness of the Holy Spirit back. It seems I have grieved the Spirit or done something very bad.

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Job, you said....”Now this demon has more power over my flesh. I can feel it.”

Why would u believe that? Because u feel it and it’s overwhelming you? Who has power over who? It’s YOU who has power over it. It’s lying trying to get you to believe it has power over you, but it’s just a lie. You are only fighting a lie here. How do u fight a lie? With the TRUTH. What is the truth? Gods word says.....

Colossians 1....he HAS DELIVERED US from the POWER of darkness. Jesus dying and rising has already delivered you from its power.

Jesus said, I give you power over ALL the power of the enemy.

2 Timothy 1.7....God has not given us a spirit of fear, but he has given us a spirit of love, a SPIRIT OF POWER, and a SOUND MIND. ITS YOU WHO HAS POWER OVER IT. And that’s the TRUTH.

Thoughts can bully you until you realize YOU are the one with the power. Who has more power? The Holy Spirit trumps all power in heaven and earth. Do u understand. You ALREADY have the power of God indwelling you by the Holy Spirit, and the lying thought is trying to exert his power over you. he has u whimpering to convince you that you’re defeated. When u get it, when you know WHO you are in Christ and what he has given you, you will never allow that lying thought to remain. For years I went thru attacks u til the Lord showed me what he has already done for me. He has given us the Holy Spirit, the spirit of power, and we are crying the enemy is plundering us? I don’t think so!

It’s like asking God to save you and forgive your sins....he already did it at the cross,,,,,and all u have to do is believe the gospel. The work has already been done. It’s a powerful powerful lesson.

Job405 said:

Don't you think I have tried doing this? I have tried rebuking it in Jesus name several times, while fully believing it. I just did it and the demon simply said "No". I'm not sure but it seems I have lost my authority in Christ, perhaps due to telling a lie to the Holy Spirit back in October 2019.

What happens to me is that this demon inserts thoughts into my mind for example denying Christ, like dozens of thoughts per minute, all the day long, every day of the week. Sometimes I accidentally or purposefully without meaning them think these thoughts myself and over time this has eroded my relationship with God, especially the Holy Spirit. I can no longer feel His presence in me in prayer like I used to, and I feel this demon has more control now.

The biggest change happened today actually. I was at a friends house playing a board game and distracted, then the demon put a thought into my mind "Destroy God" and I thought "Yes destroy God" despite not agreeing with this thought, it just happened so fast. I immediately went to the bathroom to pray for forgiveness.

On the way home I had more evil thoughts, and when I got home I was inundated with thoughts of denying Christ and thought them a few times again despite not believing them. After this I felt the Holy Spirits fullness leave me and this demonic presence now has a stronger hold in my body and being.

I'm at a loss for what to do so I am just going to fast and pray.

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Job, i just read this. You said, I have tried rebuking it in Jesus name several times, while fully believing it. I just did it and the demon simply said "No". I'm not sure but it seems I have lost my authority in Christ.

Take note of what you did. You rebuked it telling it to go and it simply said “no.” And notice your response.... saying, it seems i have lost my authority.
It just challenged you by simply saying, no. And at that moment you believed it, that its telling you no. What it was doing was defying and challenging you. Thats what they do. They lie and defy. So its him who told YOU how it is. No! Its YOU who has the authority. It made you believe you had lost authority. Its going to do whatever it can do grab hold, to make you believe it wont work. You agreed with it and found a reason as to why its allowed to stay. And if you see nothing happening after commanding it to go, say in your heart, oh well, i believe God ANYWAY.
Jesus words, i give you power over ALL the power of the enemy.
At the name of Jesus, every knee shall BOW, of things in heaven, on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess He is LORD (MASTER OF ALL). And that verse isnt for in the end, its now. It says because Jesus was obedient to death, God gave him a name above every name, THAT AT HIS NAME, knees shall bow to it.
The Holy Spirit in you has way more power. Jesus said, ALL power in heaven and earth is given to me. That same Holy Spirit lives in you. I have GIVEN YOU a spirit of POWER 2 timothy 1.7 says.

Job405 said:

Don't you think I have tried doing this? I have tried rebuking it in Jesus name several times, while fully believing it. I just did it and the demon simply said "No". I'm not sure but it seems I have lost my authority in Christ, perhaps due to telling a lie to the Holy Spirit back in October 2019.

What happens to me is that this demon inserts thoughts into my mind for example denying Christ, like dozens of thoughts per minute, all the day long, every day of the week. Sometimes I accidentally or purposefully without meaning them think these thoughts myself and over time this has eroded my relationship with God, especially the Holy Spirit. I can no longer feel His presence in me in prayer like I used to, and I feel this demon has more control now.

The biggest change happened today actually. I was at a friends house playing a board game and distracted, then the demon put a thought into my mind "Destroy God" and I thought "Yes destroy God" despite not agreeing with this thought, it just happened so fast. I immediately went to the bathroom to pray for forgiveness.

On the way home I had more evil thoughts, and when I got home I was inundated with thoughts of denying Christ and thought them a few times again despite not believing them. After this I felt the Holy Spirits fullness leave me and this demonic presence now has a stronger hold in my body and being.

I'm at a loss for what to do so I am just going to fast and pray.

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I don't want to say that I know what is wrong, because I don't. But I strongly strongly suspect that you have OCD. What you are going through sounds incredibly similar to what many other OCD sufferers go through. They're called intrusive thoughts. Please please please look into getting treatment for your OCD. At the very least, learn more about OCD on your own, and how to treat it...it sounds, however, like you could also benefit from a therapist who specializes in OCD. I can suggest good websites about OCD, if you need help knowing where to start. If I haven't mentioned it to you already, I think the website ocdandchristianity.com is a very good one for people with scrupulosity and/or religious OCD. The doctor who runs that site also does virtual coaching sessions, I believe - if that's something you would consider. In any case, there is a lot of good information on the site, and especially in the blog posts. And there are lots of other good sites I can recommend, if you need more. OCD is highly treatable, so please don't delay in getting the help you need. Your life is too important to waste it living miserably under the control of OCD.