- Aug 19, 2020
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Hey all,
I was raised Christian and do believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and trust him with everything. That being said, like many people here, I have anxiety and need reassurance. I am sure most people (myself included) believe that the End of Times is near but I don't want it to happen. I want to grow old and die peacefully in my sleep, but I also don't want my dear sweet 9-month-old to have to make any hard decisions past the age of accountability. I want to help Jesus set up His Kingdom here on Earth, but I don't want anyone especially left behind loved ones to suffer or die. I just really wish there was another prophecy that could be fulfilled instead. I understand why it has to happen the way it does; I just don't want it to. Seeing and reading it from a theoretical perspective is intriguing, but seeing signs that indicate that it could actually happen in my lifetime or my son's lifetime fills me with dread and anxiety.
I pray over and over for the anxiety, for loved ones, for people in general (just did before writing this) and I feel fine until I get back into reading the news (because my personality I have to), or see certain weather events.
I just need to know how I can make the anxiety stop for good... I'm not about to kill myself or start taking anxiety medication, but I feel like I can't keep repeating the same prayers over and over again. I can't keep feeling like this... I don't know what to do.
Thanks, anyone for listening to my ramble, any advice is really appreciated more than you can ever know.
Thanks,
Laur
I was raised Christian and do believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and trust him with everything. That being said, like many people here, I have anxiety and need reassurance. I am sure most people (myself included) believe that the End of Times is near but I don't want it to happen. I want to grow old and die peacefully in my sleep, but I also don't want my dear sweet 9-month-old to have to make any hard decisions past the age of accountability. I want to help Jesus set up His Kingdom here on Earth, but I don't want anyone especially left behind loved ones to suffer or die. I just really wish there was another prophecy that could be fulfilled instead. I understand why it has to happen the way it does; I just don't want it to. Seeing and reading it from a theoretical perspective is intriguing, but seeing signs that indicate that it could actually happen in my lifetime or my son's lifetime fills me with dread and anxiety.
I pray over and over for the anxiety, for loved ones, for people in general (just did before writing this) and I feel fine until I get back into reading the news (because my personality I have to), or see certain weather events.
I just need to know how I can make the anxiety stop for good... I'm not about to kill myself or start taking anxiety medication, but I feel like I can't keep repeating the same prayers over and over again. I can't keep feeling like this... I don't know what to do.
Thanks, anyone for listening to my ramble, any advice is really appreciated more than you can ever know.
Thanks,
Laur