I really don't know how to describe it, Jason... When I first started going to church again, I went to an Episcopal service. The priest was wonderful, and I had a few friends that I had grown up with that went there, which was a nice surprise, but it didn't feel "right." I was wondering where to go next, and that's when I ended up in Saint Rose. From the minute I walked in, I felt "something." That is the only way to describe it. Saint Rose is pretty, but it is by no means a Church which will strike awe into the hearts of men. I loved watching the people kneeling in prayer, but more than that, I felt something greater than myself. I believe that I was feeling the presence of Christ in the Eucharist, which I knew nothing about at the time. Carole, a Baptist, used to ask me to take her to the Chapel and sit from time to time because she said she felt "at peace" there. Again, I feel it is the True Presence of Christ that comforted her, as it did me. I have cried before at the Consecration, when moments before I was mad at the lady letting her kid run in the pew behind me... Man, Jason, I really cannot describe it at all. When people ask a question like Joe's, I have to agree with Wols, it is the Devil.
Take marriage for example. It can be clearly understood from the Bible that two people, once married, become one flesh. They are united in union with eachother and with God in such a profound way that the three together can make a new life. This fact should be an amazing experience that we cannot wait to jump into, yet we see marriages fail each and every day. Does that mean that the Sacrament didn't work? No, Jesus says that once two are joined, they are joined forever, so we know that it worked, but why did it fail? Because appreciating a husband or wife takes constant practice, and our Fallen Nature, provoked by our own shortcomings and those thrust upon us by Satan, wants to be selfish. It is a struggle, but one that bears good fruit. When we look at our families, which are one of the most beautiful gifts that we can be blessed with, do we always see a gift, or do we sometimes see a burden, and a curse?
Take this up a level... Now instead of a human marriage that will end at death, we partake in the Marriage Feast of the Lamb which will last for eternity. Instead of a divinely inspired human love, we can touch and embrace love itself in its most pure form. This is the Most Holy Eucharist. This is partaking of the divine nature, coming into a common union (communion) with our Lord. Like the love within a marriage, you cannot explain it, but it is there. We don't always appreciate it for what it is, but it is still the Body and Blood of our Lord. It is still Him reaching out for us, wanting nothing more than for us to come to Him and be united in perfect love. But we do not always see it for what it is.
God Bless,
Neal