- Nov 11, 2018
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Private
The past two years I've battled with depression/anxiety, addiction of nicotine, the passing of my grandmother, a breakup that I felt was Godsend, the diagnosis of my mother's breast cancer (in remission) and my dad's diagnosis of cancer who past away May 23rd of this year. My anxiety has been through the roof and several times I've tried to come off of cigarettes, currently on the ZYN tobacco free pouches. For the past week I've been having a feeling of impending doom, no panic attacks just the feeling like something tragic is about to occur at any given moment. I'm at a all time low, just trying to survive and with the crisis we are all facing with the pandemic, it's only making me feel worse. My faith in the Lord is being tested, I know this because of all that has occurred in the past two years. I don't feel grounded anymore, I feel like a hack sack constantly being kicked and when I think things are finally coming together and I start to feel like myself, something else knocks me down. Please pray over my family and myself and that God restores our faith and gives us the strength to get through whatever obstacles may come our way, thank you all and may you all be granted the same in the name of Jesus I pray, AMEN