Okay so i'm scared that if i committed the unforgivable sin. At this internet site which is kinda like an anonymous forum, i posted something like this; "i wonder if pagans and atheists have guts to blaspheme the Holy Spirit, i've yet to seen one who does. I think that proves that Christianity is true because even non-Christians don't dare to do that blasphemy and deep down know that Christianity is true, yet we don't have any problem saying bad things about paganism." Then i realized and got comments that said that could be seen as like me provoking people to commit that unpardonable sin, which was not my intention, my intention was to make unbelievers realize that how much power God has even on their hearts even though now they don't believe in Him, that even they (well most of them) don't dare to do that. Some (not many) people said blasphemous things about the Holy Spirit and they said also very vulgar things in general, you know like how no normal person speaks like, but thankfully they weren't many. Now i'm not only scared about that will i go to hell, but also that i have i've lost my personal relationship with God, which i do not want to happen. I can still feel God and i get signs from Him, but i also feel nervous, like i can feel that the devil senses my weakness and worry and attacks me. It was a stupid mistake from my part which i didn't intent in a bad way, i don't want anyone to go to hell, i want all to seek the Lord and believe in Jesus Christ.