Hello my brothers and sisters! I need prayer desperately..
Long story short, I am engaged to a kind, kind man. We have been together for over 18 months and have waited for marriage this whole time. But it is getting harder and harder...I am longing so very much to make love to him, and he longs very much for me.
We have 2 months to go; exactly, as of today. We are to be wed August 8th. I need prayer; I saw today that although I am doing the outward deed of sending him away after holding him, without going further, my heart is crying out after him and I plead with my eyes for him to stay. Yet he always goes; he has never once pressured me for more.
My heart is not in the waiting. ..I want it to be. I know; God has told me fully and clearly that He wants us to wait. And I promised him that we would.
Could you please pray for us? For my heart to soften, and stop clenching in despair? I want to be excited that we are going to be married so soon, not sobbing on the floor. Thank you...
Long story short, I am engaged to a kind, kind man. We have been together for over 18 months and have waited for marriage this whole time. But it is getting harder and harder...I am longing so very much to make love to him, and he longs very much for me.
We have 2 months to go; exactly, as of today. We are to be wed August 8th. I need prayer; I saw today that although I am doing the outward deed of sending him away after holding him, without going further, my heart is crying out after him and I plead with my eyes for him to stay. Yet he always goes; he has never once pressured me for more.
My heart is not in the waiting. ..I want it to be. I know; God has told me fully and clearly that He wants us to wait. And I promised him that we would.
Could you please pray for us? For my heart to soften, and stop clenching in despair? I want to be excited that we are going to be married so soon, not sobbing on the floor. Thank you...