I pray to many Gods just to be sure. I pray in a compulsive way. The last days, I started praying in a less compulsive way by saying in the start of the prayer " I say it to those who hear me"
This morning, i said this and made a mistake with my tongue. I started worrying if an evil spirit heard me and accepted my accidental prayer.
I worry because I remembered that I started praying in this way, when I started having ocd fears about paranormal and spirits and was afraid of curses. i guess, this prayer was a prayer for spirits? I do not know.
Days passed, and it just became a compulsive way of praying, i think, i forgot, the whole spirit-thing-prayer stuff and kept only the compulsion.
I worry if I prayed to an evil spirit who does not care about mistakes and ocd. When I was making the prayer, I just did not have anything specific in thoughts to whom I pray. I, just compulsively, said, "I say this to those who hear me"
what if an evil spirit heard me and accepted my accidental prayer? in my prayer something bad was asked accidentally, because of a mistake of tongue.
do not try to tell me about Jesus. do not try to send me Scriptures.
My ocd makes me question and doubt everything. so, telling me about Jesus wont work. I will say "ok, but what if Jesus does not exist"
This morning, i said this and made a mistake with my tongue. I started worrying if an evil spirit heard me and accepted my accidental prayer.
I worry because I remembered that I started praying in this way, when I started having ocd fears about paranormal and spirits and was afraid of curses. i guess, this prayer was a prayer for spirits? I do not know.
Days passed, and it just became a compulsive way of praying, i think, i forgot, the whole spirit-thing-prayer stuff and kept only the compulsion.
I worry if I prayed to an evil spirit who does not care about mistakes and ocd. When I was making the prayer, I just did not have anything specific in thoughts to whom I pray. I, just compulsively, said, "I say this to those who hear me"
what if an evil spirit heard me and accepted my accidental prayer? in my prayer something bad was asked accidentally, because of a mistake of tongue.
do not try to tell me about Jesus. do not try to send me Scriptures.
My ocd makes me question and doubt everything. so, telling me about Jesus wont work. I will say "ok, but what if Jesus does not exist"
