Hi everyone. This is my first time on this forum. I thought I had some kind of OCD but only recently has it been bugging me all the time. I started reading about OCD and I saw that I started having symptoms of it as a kid- like checking stuff all the time. I also had it in college and then it stopped. Now I have obsessive thoughts ALL the time. It is so hard. It is like I never have peace.
I started dating this amazing godly guy who I really love. He is everything I ever wanted and now we are engaged. During our relationship, i was always worried if our relationship was an idol. I obsessed over it. Then the Lord delivered me from that and now I obsess whether this is God's will for my life ALL the time.
The issue is that when I start obsessing I start to think- what if this is the Holy Spirit convicting me?
Any thoughts? I am so scared that I will lose him because of my OCD and i just want to marry him with my whole heart in it, not thinking, what if this is not God's will?
I am praying for you all!
I started dating this amazing godly guy who I really love. He is everything I ever wanted and now we are engaged. During our relationship, i was always worried if our relationship was an idol. I obsessed over it. Then the Lord delivered me from that and now I obsess whether this is God's will for my life ALL the time.
The issue is that when I start obsessing I start to think- what if this is the Holy Spirit convicting me?
Any thoughts? I am so scared that I will lose him because of my OCD and i just want to marry him with my whole heart in it, not thinking, what if this is not God's will?
I am praying for you all!