Your post reminds me of an encounter with someone in the The Way International Cult while I was at Travis AFB in CA. He claimed that he at will can breathe in the Holy Spirit and have any spiritual gift he wants to use. I said, ok breath him in. After, his acting career of doing so. I said, lets go up to the Hospital up the hill and you can heal everyone in the place. We started up the hill and we were talking. It became quiet. I turned around half way up the hill and saw him running away. If any of those who have healing ministries would go to the nearby hospitals...... the healings can be verified by the Doctors.