Hi fellow believers,
I am a woman in my mid-20s. I got married early, it was a forced wedding. I didn't like the man so did he, he started abusing me. I did not inform anyone about this because I was afraid. But it got worse and I told my parents and went to them. I got my divorce. I have started to work on my career so I joined college now.
I feel lonely sometimes. I have been single for a while, tried dating apps but I feel most men want a hookup, not a relationship. I did not find a man who wants a relationship and I feel like I never will. It's fine but life has been very hard and I am still young. I feel God has been very hard on me, I've always trusted him but now I am losing faith. When life gets harder, it's hard for me to praise God. I am grateful to my parents and friends for their support and love. I am going for therapy but how will it make a difference when you lose interest in everything?
I try to be positive all the time but people assume I don't take things seriously. I don't care what they think but they make fun of it. It hurts. I don't want to lose faith. All I want is a normal and peaceful life. I want true love in my life. I've had enough sufferings and I am done dealing more. I want God to have mercy on me. Pray for me, friends.
Stay safe, my prayers for everyone during this pandemic. God is protecting us and will save us soon!
I am a woman in my mid-20s. I got married early, it was a forced wedding. I didn't like the man so did he, he started abusing me. I did not inform anyone about this because I was afraid. But it got worse and I told my parents and went to them. I got my divorce. I have started to work on my career so I joined college now.
I feel lonely sometimes. I have been single for a while, tried dating apps but I feel most men want a hookup, not a relationship. I did not find a man who wants a relationship and I feel like I never will. It's fine but life has been very hard and I am still young. I feel God has been very hard on me, I've always trusted him but now I am losing faith. When life gets harder, it's hard for me to praise God. I am grateful to my parents and friends for their support and love. I am going for therapy but how will it make a difference when you lose interest in everything?
I try to be positive all the time but people assume I don't take things seriously. I don't care what they think but they make fun of it. It hurts. I don't want to lose faith. All I want is a normal and peaceful life. I want true love in my life. I've had enough sufferings and I am done dealing more. I want God to have mercy on me. Pray for me, friends.
Stay safe, my prayers for everyone during this pandemic. God is protecting us and will save us soon!
