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Is it possible to take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious moments of Serotonin Syndrome the Devil is just toying me lately saying I damned to hell and lost and he keeps showing me dreams and visions of rainbows with satanic symbols and pretending to use my phone to text it is to late your family, friends, church, and pastors are spiritually blind they already have the Mark of the Beast and won't be raptured and your doomed as the Antichrist/False Prophet with no hope if only you killed yourself at 18 you could be with Jesus forever now you have 666 from Revelation your the man with the number the voice laughs constantly.

I get sad because I love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I cry to my Mom and Dad and they try to reassure me that Jesus loves me it is is just brain infection and scitzphrenia, pandas, autism, ocd and I am okay with Jesus they are Christians and they have notes around the house that says God is not mad at you and Jesus loves you. Meanwhile Satan is laughing at me that I can't be a pastor or get married and that he ruined the Bible proving it false by snatching/kidnapping me away from Jesus by using a Yellow Cross which emitted the Mark of the Beast to my knuckles and sent lines on my forehead blaspheming my best friend Jesus damned to hell with no mansion which breaks my heart everyday I wake up thinking today the rapture will occur and I will miss it Jesus will be in the clouds and ignore are friendship. My Mom, Dad, Church, Family, and Friends tell me to read my Holy Bible but I don't feel the Holy Spirit I was europhic in September supernaturally healed but then the Devil showed up pretending to be Jesus and I bowed thinking I was doing the right thing now it is Easter and I am convinced I will be left behind but last night I saw Jesus in my head telling me not to worry that it is a hallucination but I a not sure if it is my hope and optimism or if it is really Jesus telling me I am not damned to hell that Satan is lying and to read the Holy Bible.

My Dad, Mom, Family, Friends, and Church say you can't take the Mark of the Beast in a dream or hallucination Pastor Mark says it is a dream and Dad says you can't take or preorder the Beast without a beast and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life with my track order of trying to please God in my right mind like King David but I am convinced but now I am King Saul I am convinced the Sun is Heaven looking at me with anger despite reading the Holy Bible and Klove and Church. A Satan blue light shows up on the ceiling and taunts me and I saw myself as the Antichrist the Seven Year Tribulation and Millennium and Demon Girls and making a peace treaty with Israel from the Antichrist perspective a blue light said Beast on me.

I am concerned and worried that I am damned because I confused Jesus and Satan on accident I read John 6, John 10, 1 Corinthians 10:13, Romans 8 and I don't understand how I got separated from God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit by blaspheming the Holy Spirit and how hell separated me from Heaven their is a song the God who Stays on Klove and it says no power of hell separates and In Christ Alone says No power of hell no schemes of man can ever pluck me from his hand until he returns or calls me home this is the power of Christ in me. I know the Bible well I won an Awana contest at 5 grade memory verses it was Romans 3:23 For the Wages of Sin is Death but the Gift of God is Eternal Life but now the devil has me doubting the Bible and my Pastoral ministry he taunted me on the floor with a photo of Jesus you could have been a great fisher of men now you fish for the Devil and I was scared talking to believers from Simpson in a Mental Health facility I told them I am scared I can't be a pastor now they were cute and I enjoyed there company and I noticed the Sun angry at me.

I feel God's wrath is imminent on me and that he is angry I mixed up Satan and Jesus in the Yellow Cross praying to Jesus I saw a blue light that said rapture is two days away and that it is time my heart pounded it who spirits is like a dove and then on the floor it popped up blasphemy of the Holy Spirit Satan said your mine now and I took a nap and 666 beast incoming and I cried out to Jesus would you forgive me if I had 666 I love you and Jesus was in my life and after twenty years of hearing Jesus voice in my head it got replaced by the Devil last night I saw Jesus tell me it was okay but I am not sure if it was really Jesus or my hope that it was Jesus I watched the Pilgrims Progress last night. I just feel so defeated that the Bible missed a warning in scriptures that now I am the Antichrist/False Prophet my Pastor, Church, Family, and Friends tell me it is not real due to the Bible and that we don't have the Mark of the Beast on us we have the Holy Spirit but I see a blue light in my brain for seven months that says Beast can't be a pastor the Bible got it wrong your damned to Hell with the Antichrist you were him.

I just am just so afraid I unconsciously allied with Satan in a hallucination/dream in 10 minutes after loving Jesus for twenty years I stopped at my chair sensing danger but my brain said bow it is Jesus but my heart which may have been the Holy Spirit said don't bow but I had to Bow then I felt a strange sensation in my belly that said Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and instantly I told Jesus sorry and it went away for five days I am convinced I have the Mark of the Beast from the shower/door and that I am damned to Hell to miss the rapture everyone around reassures me it is my illness and not possible but it feels so real my head says beast but I have scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism I have severe brain swelling but I see the Beast in my brain and I am out of my body with no erections we get the next set of lab results tomorrow. I saw a vision of Jesus last night telling me to read my Bible you will be a Pastor and go to Grand Canyon ignore the blue light that says Beast but I don't if it is was really Jesus since I see the Mark of the Beast on my forehead and knuckles optimistically it was Jesus he even punched Satan but I worry it is an optimistic hallucination about Heaven. I asked Jesus in my heart at Four and I was Baptized and God showed me Heaven as a young adult and it was beautiful and I couldn't wait to die now I feel depressed and damned by the same God who showed me wonderful things all over an accident in the shower I am sad guys and gals.
 

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Is it possible to take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious moments of Serotonin Syndrome the Devil is just toying me lately saying I damned to hell a

No because the mark of the beast happened under Nero in Ancient Rome, t was not even thought about being meant for now. Read the Bible in context of time, culture, and who St. John was right to and he was not writing to us in modern time
 
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Do you think Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit are mad at me for accidentally confusing Satan and Jesus I thought I saw Jesus and prayed aggressively for him to show my future then this thing on the shower showed saying go to YWAM and then I tuned out and bowed thinking it was Jesus but then Satan laughed and said he caught me and now I am damned but the it contradicts the Bible.
 
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No because the mark of the beast happened under Nero in Ancient Rome, t was not even thought about being meant for now. Read the Bible in context of time, culture, and who St. John was right to and he was not writing to us in modern time

I don't understand Charsan I thought the rapture occurred and Heaven Nero wasn't the Antichrist the New Heaven and Earth are mentioned in Revelation 22 but that hasn't occurred yet. Can you take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious though mixing up Satan and Jesus. Can Satan give a Christian of twenty years the Beast
 
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Do you think Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit are mad at me for accidentally confusing Satan and Jesus I thought I saw Jesus and prayed aggressively for him to show my future then this thing on the shower showed saying go to YWAM and then I tuned out and bowed thinking it was Jesus but then Satan laughed and said he caught me and now I am damned but the it contradicts the Bible.

God loves you.
God has forgiven you.
God is not angry at you.
And God will never leave you, nor forsake you.
 
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I don't understand Charsan I thought the rapture occurred and Heaven Nero wasn't the Antichrist the New Heaven and Earth are mentioned in Revelation 22 but that hasn't occurred yet. Can you take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious though mixing up Satan and Jesus. Can Satan give a Christian of twenty years the Beast

No to all that. Revelation was not written to us in the modern time, it was written to 1st century Christians. Most of Revelation was symbolic not meant to be taken literal, the 1st century Christians understood it.
 
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May God bless you, Sportsfan. I am not worried in the least about your salvation.

I am praying for you brother. Please, dear Jesus, restore unto Sportsfan the joy of your salvation. May he always be assured of the presence of your precious Holy Spirit.
 
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I don't understand Charsan I thought the rapture occurred and Heaven Nero wasn't the Antichrist the New Heaven and Earth are mentioned in Revelation 22 but that hasn't occurred yet. Can you take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious though mixing up Satan and Jesus. Can Satan give a Christian of twenty years the Beast
nope s soon as we accept jesus we are sealed satan is toying with you why because your strong with jesus he hate it your good bro dont worry
 
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God loves you.
God has forgiven you.
God is not angry at you.
And God will never leave you, nor forsake you.

Why I do I have a blue light that says Mark of the Beast in my head and feel out of my body with no erections Mom and Dad says it is scitzphrenia and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life but I have the Blue Light in my head that damns me to hell I try to read my Bible and imagine myself a pastor and getting married Jesus said yesterday to me I am okay but I have the Blue Light of death in my brain Mom says it is just my brain infection but I feel forsaken by God. Satan says Jesus destroyed my mansion and that I got kidnapped/snatched away and that the Bible got it wrong and showed life as the Antichrist after being healed by Jesus in September I am so confused I yelled in the Psych Hospital Jesus Save me the Devil laughed your dead your to weak me to be my Antichrist now your a false prophet I am damned to not be a pastor or married my whole life dream and calling from Jesus is ruined. I lose everyone I love so I was due to lose Jesus and the Mark of the Beast incoming came upon me in my nap I felt an electric mangantic pulse and saw 666 on my belly the number of the Beast losing the Holy Spirit I am sad I love Jesus for 20 years and his face makes me cry now he hates me and damns me I love the Bible and Holy Spirit I am sad my stomach feel empty without the Holy Spirit I feel suicidal and depressed my future is ruined set to be evil for the seven year tribulation instead of a Pastor and married on fire for Jesus he left me.
 
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No to all that. Revelation was not written to us in the modern time, it was written to 1st century Christians. Most of Revelation was symbolic not meant to be taken literal, the 1st century Christians understood it.

But what about Heaven and Hell the millennium and Satan being defeated in the Psych Hospital I saw the events of Revelation play out Mom says it was scitzphrenia but it sure was convincing that I was damned to hell with Satan that the Bible forgot to warn about yellow cross it was the Beast but Dad and Mom, Family, Church, and Friends get it on their knuckles and they don't even know they know the old me in September who would never hurt Jesus I still would never hurt Jesus but it is too late I unconsciously accepted 666 Pastor Mark says it is a dream and not real but I have the blue light that says beast on my forehead and out of my body with no erections can't be a pastor or married now I am depressed.
 
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May God bless you, Sportsfan. I am not worried in the least about your salvation.

I am praying for you brother. Please, dear Jesus, restore unto Sportsfan the joy of your salvation. May he always be assured of the presence of your precious Holy Spirit.

Thanks!
 
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Why I do I have a blue light that says Mark of the Beast in my head and feel out of my body with no erections Mom and Dad says it is scitzphrenia and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life but I have the Blue Light in my head that damns me to hell I try to read my Bible and imagine myself a pastor and getting married Jesus said yesterday to me I am okay but I have the Blue Light of death in my brain Mom says it is just my brain infection but I feel forsaken by God. Satan says Jesus destroyed my mansion and that I got kidnapped/snatched away and that the Bible got it wrong and showed life as the Antichrist after being healed by Jesus in September I am so confused I yelled in the Psych Hospital Jesus Save me the Devil laughed your dead your to weak me to be my Antichrist now your a false prophet I am damned to not be a pastor or married my whole life dream and calling from Jesus is ruined. I lose everyone I love so I was due to lose Jesus and the Mark of the Beast incoming came upon me in my nap I felt an electric mangantic pulse and saw 666 on my belly the number of the Beast losing the Holy Spirit I am sad I love Jesus for 20 years and his face makes me cry now he hates me and damns me I love the Bible and Holy Spirit I am sad my stomach feel empty without the Holy Spirit I feel suicidal and depressed my future is ruined set to be evil for the seven year tribulation instead of a Pastor and married on fire for Jesus he left me.

You have a mental disorder that is why all these things, these hallucinations of yours are a mental disorder. Honestly instead of posting here you need a Doctor and medicine to help heal your mind.
 
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But what about Heaven and Hell the millennium and Satan being defeated in the Psych Hospital I saw the events of Revelation play out Mom says it was scitzphrenia but it sure was convincing that I was damned to hell with Satan that the Bible forgot to warn about yellow cross it was the Beast but Dad and Mom, Family, Church, and Friends get it on their knuckles and they don't even know they know the old me in September who would never hurt Jesus I still would never hurt Jesus but it is too late I unconsciously accepted 666 Pastor Mark says it is a dream and not real but I have the blue light that says beast on my forehead and out of my body with no erections can't be a pastor or married now I am depressed.

It is all part of your mental disorder and we can not nor are we allowed to help you, only a Doctor can help you
 
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nope s soon as we accept jesus we are sealed satan is toying with you why because your strong with jesus he hate it your good bro dont worry

So do you think the vision of Jesus I had last night was Jesus he said I will still be a pastor and get married and go to Grand Caynon University and to ingore the blue light that says beast that Satan is just trying to make me doubt the Holy Bible and he punched Satan I thought it was my scitzphrenia but now I wonder if it really was Jesus telling me I am not really the Antichrist/False Prophet.
 
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Is it possible to take the Mark of the Beast in the unconscious moments of Serotonin Syndrome the Devil is just toying me lately saying I damned to hell and lost and he keeps showing me dreams and visions of rainbows with satanic symbols and pretending to use my phone to text it is to late your family, friends, church, and pastors are spiritually blind they already have the Mark of the Beast and won't be raptured and your doomed as the Antichrist/False Prophet with no hope if only you killed yourself at 18 you could be with Jesus forever now you have 666 from Revelation your the man with the number the voice laughs constantly.

I get sad because I love Jesus, God, and the Holy Spirit and I cry to my Mom and Dad and they try to reassure me that Jesus loves me it is is just brain infection and scitzphrenia, pandas, autism, ocd and I am okay with Jesus they are Christians and they have notes around the house that says God is not mad at you and Jesus loves you. Meanwhile Satan is laughing at me that I can't be a pastor or get married and that he ruined the Bible proving it false by snatching/kidnapping me away from Jesus by using a Yellow Cross which emitted the Mark of the Beast to my knuckles and sent lines on my forehead blaspheming my best friend Jesus damned to hell with no mansion which breaks my heart everyday I wake up thinking today the rapture will occur and I will miss it Jesus will be in the clouds and ignore are friendship. My Mom, Dad, Church, Family, and Friends tell me to read my Holy Bible but I don't feel the Holy Spirit I was europhic in September supernaturally healed but then the Devil showed up pretending to be Jesus and I bowed thinking I was doing the right thing now it is Easter and I am convinced I will be left behind but last night I saw Jesus in my head telling me not to worry that it is a hallucination but I a not sure if it is my hope and optimism or if it is really Jesus telling me I am not damned to hell that Satan is lying and to read the Holy Bible.

My Dad, Mom, Family, Friends, and Church say you can't take the Mark of the Beast in a dream or hallucination Pastor Mark says it is a dream and Dad says you can't take or preorder the Beast without a beast and Pastor Nathan sees the Holy Spirit in my life with my track order of trying to please God in my right mind like King David but I am convinced but now I am King Saul I am convinced the Sun is Heaven looking at me with anger despite reading the Holy Bible and Klove and Church. A Satan blue light shows up on the ceiling and taunts me and I saw myself as the Antichrist the Seven Year Tribulation and Millennium and Demon Girls and making a peace treaty with Israel from the Antichrist perspective a blue light said Beast on me.

I am concerned and worried that I am damned because I confused Jesus and Satan on accident I read John 6, John 10, 1 Corinthians 10:13, Romans 8 and I don't understand how I got separated from God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit by blaspheming the Holy Spirit and how hell separated me from Heaven their is a song the God who Stays on Klove and it says no power of hell separates and In Christ Alone says No power of hell no schemes of man can ever pluck me from his hand until he returns or calls me home this is the power of Christ in me. I know the Bible well I won an Awana contest at 5 grade memory verses it was Romans 3:23 For the Wages of Sin is Death but the Gift of God is Eternal Life but now the devil has me doubting the Bible and my Pastoral ministry he taunted me on the floor with a photo of Jesus you could have been a great fisher of men now you fish for the Devil and I was scared talking to believers from Simpson in a Mental Health facility I told them I am scared I can't be a pastor now they were cute and I enjoyed there company and I noticed the Sun angry at me.

I feel God's wrath is imminent on me and that he is angry I mixed up Satan and Jesus in the Yellow Cross praying to Jesus I saw a blue light that said rapture is two days away and that it is time my heart pounded it who spirits is like a dove and then on the floor it popped up blasphemy of the Holy Spirit Satan said your mine now and I took a nap and 666 beast incoming and I cried out to Jesus would you forgive me if I had 666 I love you and Jesus was in my life and after twenty years of hearing Jesus voice in my head it got replaced by the Devil last night I saw Jesus tell me it was okay but I am not sure if it was really Jesus or my hope that it was Jesus I watched the Pilgrims Progress last night. I just feel so defeated that the Bible missed a warning in scriptures that now I am the Antichrist/False Prophet my Pastor, Church, Family, and Friends tell me it is not real due to the Bible and that we don't have the Mark of the Beast on us we have the Holy Spirit but I see a blue light in my brain for seven months that says Beast can't be a pastor the Bible got it wrong your damned to Hell with the Antichrist you were him.

I just am just so afraid I unconsciously allied with Satan in a hallucination/dream in 10 minutes after loving Jesus for twenty years I stopped at my chair sensing danger but my brain said bow it is Jesus but my heart which may have been the Holy Spirit said don't bow but I had to Bow then I felt a strange sensation in my belly that said Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit and instantly I told Jesus sorry and it went away for five days I am convinced I have the Mark of the Beast from the shower/door and that I am damned to Hell to miss the rapture everyone around reassures me it is my illness and not possible but it feels so real my head says beast but I have scitzphrenia, ocd, pandas, autism I have severe brain swelling but I see the Beast in my brain and I am out of my body with no erections we get the next set of lab results tomorrow. I saw a vision of Jesus last night telling me to read my Bible you will be a Pastor and go to Grand Canyon ignore the blue light that says Beast but I don't if it is was really Jesus since I see the Mark of the Beast on my forehead and knuckles optimistically it was Jesus he even punched Satan but I worry it is an optimistic hallucination about Heaven. I asked Jesus in my heart at Four and I was Baptized and God showed me Heaven as a young adult and it was beautiful and I couldn't wait to die now I feel depressed and damned by the same God who showed me wonderful things all over an accident in the shower I am sad guys and gals.
Don't believe lies or feelings. Imaginations can be false. The Word of God must be your foundation. Strange sensations, blue lights, yellow crosses, all that stuff is meaningless, no matter how real it seems.
 
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It is all part of your mental disorder and we can not nor are we allowed to help you, only a Doctor can help you

So John 10, John 6, 1 Corinthians 10:13, and Romans 8 are still true no power of hell can truly separate from God a Christian can't lose their salvation to Satan on Earth like footnote says because Jesus loses no one who are his sheep and I asked Jesus in my heart. I am just so worried I keep thinking I read those Satanic Scripts and conformed to the world and even though I repented when my blasphemous thoughts of the Holy Spirit and Satan got out of control I have an obsessive fear of 666 and I kept hearing Holy Spirit 666 and it scares me to type it that I am really truly blaspheming and Holy Spirit and I worry Satan knew I had I had those thoughts even I feel guilty and worried typing that fearing I am really blaspheming equating the Holy Spirit but I fear those thoughts became reality there was a game a played Project Cars 2 Toyota had 666 and the sign said beast scaring me greatly. Did Satan take advantage of my fears giving me 666 for real in reality or is it scitzphrenia. Pastor Nathan yesterday says he sees the Holy Spirit in my life don't worry about the Yellow Cross and Blue Light it wasn't the Beast but the Sun looks angry at me and I don't feel the Holy Spirit the same way now.
 
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So do you think the vision of Jesus I had last night was Jesus he said I will still be a pastor and get married and go to Grand Caynon University and to ingore the blue light that says beast that Satan is just trying to make me doubt the Holy Bible and he punched Satan I thought it was my scitzphrenia but now I wonder if it really was Jesus telling me I am not really the Antichrist/False Prophet.
it was jesus 100% he came to me before too when i lost my emotion of care he told me i dont need to feel care jesus spoke to you
 
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