anxiety about my eternal destination

Mason William said:

Even though I want to be saved, I'm afraid I am condemned. Some people say that as long as your breathing there is still hope, but now I think I had an appointed day - during my life - where either I get saved, or it becomes too late. I think that day passed and now it's too late. On that day, while still an unbeliever living in sin, I got judged by God. When it happened I was a terrible meth addict who had refused the Holy Ghost's conviction permanenty. Now I know the truth of the gospel and want to be saved but it's too late because I've already been judged. Is this situation of mine biblical? Could I be delusional? Please can someone help me? I'm really worried about this.

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H; the following passages are very helpful!

John chapter 3; John's First Epistle chapters 1 thru 5; Romans chapter 8.

You didn't refuse conviction permanently or you wouldn't be here and seeking God.

Mason William said:

Even though I want to be saved, I'm afraid I am condemned. Some people say that as long as your breathing there is still hope, but now I think I had an appointed day - during my life - where either I get saved, or it becomes too late. I think that day passed and now it's too late. On that day, while still an unbeliever living in sin, I got judged by God. When it happened I was a terrible meth addict who had refused the Holy Ghost's conviction permanenty. Now I know the truth of the gospel and want to be saved but it's too late because I've already been judged. Is this situation of mine biblical? Could I be delusional? Please can someone help me? I'm really worried about this.

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Mason,
Be glad the Lord corrects and judges you. Scripture says, do not be weary of his correction. He corrects us as a father who loves you would. And no, it’s not too late. Know that God LOVES YOU. He isn’t looking at you constantly condemning you. He is the best friend you will ever have. He cares about things that bother you. He says you put me first, seek his kingdom and his righteousness and you won’t have to worry about your life.

You want to be saved? Repent of your sins, living without him and ignoring him. CALL on the name of Jesus who died and paid your penalty for sin and rose from the dead. There is POWER in Jesus name. ALL who call on the name of the Lord JESUS will be saved! Pour out your heart to him, even when u hear nothing. He is there! An ever present help in time of trouble! No one knows when their time here on earth is up,,,,,just,DO it before then! This life is so short and very very temporary. NOTHING is more important than knowing you are saved and have eternal life.

Then no more worrying or fear how he feels about you. Read his word, he will SPEAK to you. Ask him to FILL you with the Holy Spirit! The spirit of God marks you as His, he will come in and make his home in your heart. Get into a gospel preaching Christian church where you can get fellowship and encouragement with other believers. Don’t put it off anymore. OUR GOD IS AWESOME!
No more fear of eternal damnation,,,,,he is your REFUGE and SALVATION! Xox!