- Mar 21, 2020
- 10
- 10
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- United States
- Faith
- Messianic
- Marital Status
- Single
I have had a concern about how I might fit-in in Heaven for a couple decades. I thought I would bring this concern here for some discussion.
Preachers tell us how Heaven is a place that will be like church 24/7. Well, I enjoy church, but not 24/7.
Preachers tell us that Heaven is Glamorous, with mansions, streets of gold and gates of pearl. I'm not a glamorous person. I like poor and lived in.
Preachers tell us that our probable age in the hear-after will be the equivalent to 25 years old. Scientist back this up, saying that humans grow to about the age of 25 and then they start dying. It is proposed that Adam and Eve were created at the equivalent age of 25. My problem is that I don't see myself as 25. I see myself as 12. I never wished to grow up. Peter Pan complex I guess, but inside I am not an adult, but a pre-pubescent boy of 12 years old.
Preachers tell us that Heaven is filled with mass singing, worshiping and praising. The problem for me is that I am a Hermit. I hate crowds. Any gathering of over 2 or 3 people and I am very uncomfortable.
I have been praying for decades to be allowed to be a solitary boy of 12 years old and preferably a naked boy because I hate clothes for all eternity, including my time in Heaven.
So, I know I am not going to fit-in with others in Heaven. I only wanted to live until I was 25 years old or so, but unfortunately I have live three times that. The thought of living for all eternity as an adult, saddens me. It just isn't me. It's not the person Adonai (God) created when He created me.
I know no one can give answers to exactly what Heaven is like. We have hints in the Bible, but nothing exact. I know during the thousand year reign of Yeshua HaMashiach on the earth, we are going to reign with Him. I am hoping to reign as a 12 year old, but I see nothing in God's Word that might be possible.
So I am starting this discussion on what you think Heaven is going to be like? Do you think you are going to fit-in? Do you fit the standard description of Saint in Heaven, or are you odd like me? I am curious, because like I said, right now, Heaven isn't someplace I look forward to going to.
Preachers tell us how Heaven is a place that will be like church 24/7. Well, I enjoy church, but not 24/7.
Preachers tell us that Heaven is Glamorous, with mansions, streets of gold and gates of pearl. I'm not a glamorous person. I like poor and lived in.
Preachers tell us that our probable age in the hear-after will be the equivalent to 25 years old. Scientist back this up, saying that humans grow to about the age of 25 and then they start dying. It is proposed that Adam and Eve were created at the equivalent age of 25. My problem is that I don't see myself as 25. I see myself as 12. I never wished to grow up. Peter Pan complex I guess, but inside I am not an adult, but a pre-pubescent boy of 12 years old.
Preachers tell us that Heaven is filled with mass singing, worshiping and praising. The problem for me is that I am a Hermit. I hate crowds. Any gathering of over 2 or 3 people and I am very uncomfortable.
I have been praying for decades to be allowed to be a solitary boy of 12 years old and preferably a naked boy because I hate clothes for all eternity, including my time in Heaven.
So, I know I am not going to fit-in with others in Heaven. I only wanted to live until I was 25 years old or so, but unfortunately I have live three times that. The thought of living for all eternity as an adult, saddens me. It just isn't me. It's not the person Adonai (God) created when He created me.
I know no one can give answers to exactly what Heaven is like. We have hints in the Bible, but nothing exact. I know during the thousand year reign of Yeshua HaMashiach on the earth, we are going to reign with Him. I am hoping to reign as a 12 year old, but I see nothing in God's Word that might be possible.
So I am starting this discussion on what you think Heaven is going to be like? Do you think you are going to fit-in? Do you fit the standard description of Saint in Heaven, or are you odd like me? I am curious, because like I said, right now, Heaven isn't someplace I look forward to going to.