I could use some advice, some ideas, some pointers...
I am prone to generalized anxiety and depression which I fight via naturapathic means
like herbal supplements as opposed to xanax.
For someone like myself, routine, regime and stability are essential.
I really need routine to be happy in my life. So right now I'm off for 2 weeks for Spring Break and now just found out we won't be back to school (I'm a teacher) until after Easter. IT IS STRESSING ME OUT.
I like my 9-5. I like my morning commute listening to books and bible in the car.
I like my hour to wind down watching interesting stuff on my phone at night.
I need to have quality time with my spouse.
Keeping my son on his routine when I get home after work is helpful for me too.
I need church on Sunday.
I need my coffee in the morning.
I like to keep up with the chores on a schedule.
From day-to-day, I am fine.
If there is some discourse in my house, like an argument with my spouse
or a sick baby or a money issue, I get stressed out
but it smooths out quickly because I keep things stable around it,
like my routine I mentioned above.
It sounds like you know a routine that works for you. I'm creating a routine that is similar to my work routine:
6 am - Get up and have coffee, mess around on my phone
7 am - Watch some TV/do some chores around the house
9 am - Divine Office at Catholic TV
9:30 am - Daily Mass at Catholic TV
10:00 am - Rosary at Catholic TV
10:30 am - 12:00 pm - Chores around the house, bill paying, online time
12:00 pm - Lunch
1:00 pm - 3:00 pm - I'm packing up my apartment since we are moving this summer
After 3, I spend time with hubby.
Online learning starts on Monday - so I have to be available 8:30 to 3:30 to host at least 1 class time during the week, grade, attend faculty meetings, etc. I will adjust as needed.
Last night I struggled to fall asleep and kept waking up from small panic attacks, partially because I have an allergy cough that acts up at night but normally it doesn't cause panic.
I had a hard time last night - I posted something at FB that I think had a red flag and my FIL called me this morning to see how I was doing. I am honestly OKAY, but this is scary, this is different, this is stressful. My husband can't understand why I'm so worried: I can stay home and teach (I'd rather be at my job with my students).
I'm reminding myself: 1) I have a place to live, 2) I'm healthy right now - for today, 3) I have food, 4) I have medicine, a hospital, clean water, and a way to distance myself to stay healthy, etc. While this is so different from our normal routine, we are okay.
If you find you need to get out, find a local park and go for a walk. Close yourself into a room, and pray, relax, or do some kind of workout (even walking in place can be great).