I want to thank persons on this forum for responding to me and for praying for me. The last 10 years of my life have been the toughest and without Jesus Christ, I would not have made it.
There is so much I still do not know and perhaps will never know. However, I continue to try and figure out what is going on.
I have seen a lot of people in my dreams, persons who I am not aware of knowing in real life. I do not know for example any journalist, in radio, print, or anywhere else. I also do not know any popular persons such as celebrities etc I do not know about having any children, I do not know my biological parents and family. As one can see there is a lot that I do not know and oftentimes I wonder if any of it it is even true at all.
In terms of the abuse, I only became aware of this 7 years ago. I spent all of my time thinking I came from a normal family and that everything was normal, only to have to confront what God was showing me.
In terms of relationships up until 7 years ago, I thought I was single all my life, I never knew I was in a relationship with anyone at all, so it came as a complete shock to me to find out otherwise. As a result, I have spent years trying to process all of this, dealing with my insecurities, fears, concerns, going back and forth, in an effort to find the truth and to find some peace.
During all this time also and up to now, I am not independent. I don't have a full-time normal job, I have been trying to make money online and hoping for the best.
I am hopeful though about the future thanks to Jesus Christ.
There is so much I still do not know and perhaps will never know. However, I continue to try and figure out what is going on.
I have seen a lot of people in my dreams, persons who I am not aware of knowing in real life. I do not know for example any journalist, in radio, print, or anywhere else. I also do not know any popular persons such as celebrities etc I do not know about having any children, I do not know my biological parents and family. As one can see there is a lot that I do not know and oftentimes I wonder if any of it it is even true at all.
In terms of the abuse, I only became aware of this 7 years ago. I spent all of my time thinking I came from a normal family and that everything was normal, only to have to confront what God was showing me.
In terms of relationships up until 7 years ago, I thought I was single all my life, I never knew I was in a relationship with anyone at all, so it came as a complete shock to me to find out otherwise. As a result, I have spent years trying to process all of this, dealing with my insecurities, fears, concerns, going back and forth, in an effort to find the truth and to find some peace.
During all this time also and up to now, I am not independent. I don't have a full-time normal job, I have been trying to make money online and hoping for the best.
I am hopeful though about the future thanks to Jesus Christ.
