The last time we spoke it was through text and it ended like this.
Me: "You don't think I'm hurting?"
Her:"I don't know what you don't tell me but I'm sorry that you are. I'll give you some space."
I didn't need space, I needed her to show me she cares.. 6 months later I reached out to her through text and we're meeting over coffee next week. I'm going to tell her that I'm finally moving on. And I couldn't do it until I told it to her face. There's a lot of history that you don't know about but essentially.. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Letting go of the person I love the most in this world. For good.. I'm not even sure if she knows what I've been through since we stopped talking. I started seeing a therapist over a month ago. Lost my faith, went into old patterns..
I'm asking for prayer in this. I've lost faith in God because of this girl, that's how much I care for her. I've cursed God because of her and almost ruined my life. I need prayer in this because there's nothing more that matters to me than her. And I'm finally letting go, when there's a good chance she thinks I already have.
Me: "You don't think I'm hurting?"
Her:"I don't know what you don't tell me but I'm sorry that you are. I'll give you some space."
I didn't need space, I needed her to show me she cares.. 6 months later I reached out to her through text and we're meeting over coffee next week. I'm going to tell her that I'm finally moving on. And I couldn't do it until I told it to her face. There's a lot of history that you don't know about but essentially.. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Letting go of the person I love the most in this world. For good.. I'm not even sure if she knows what I've been through since we stopped talking. I started seeing a therapist over a month ago. Lost my faith, went into old patterns..
I'm asking for prayer in this. I've lost faith in God because of this girl, that's how much I care for her. I've cursed God because of her and almost ruined my life. I need prayer in this because there's nothing more that matters to me than her. And I'm finally letting go, when there's a good chance she thinks I already have.