Dear All,
I have been here since many months. I will mostly read forum posts but don't participate in the forums frequently.
I'm not sure if anyone of you read my previous posts about my Christian conversion from Hindu.
FYI, I have been Hindu since my childhood and became a believer of Yehova and Jesus since five years and I'm a silent Christian even now. I stopped praying to Hindu gods since I started believing Jesus.
When I started believing Yehova and Jesus & started praying them, I used to receive visitations. I used to believe Jesus was with me and listening to my prayers always.
But since a more than a year, I think I lost in touch with Jesus. He is not responding. It doesn't mean I'm facing hurdles in life. To be frank, the weight of the problems for which I have started believing Jesus have become lighter only in last few months. I think Jesus has taken the half of the weight of my unbearable problems and I'm more than happy for that.
But, as I said before, I stopped receiving the moments of visitations or dreams in last one year though I have been praying for that. It is as if your dad is not speaking to you but doing all the needful.
I'm upset totally. In last month, I had prayed sincerely for the Jesus to appear in my dream. I did this prayer for three continuous days but Jesus didn't appear. I'm afraid to say that Hindu Gods called Saibaba and hanuman very clearly visited in my dream immediately after I prayed to Jesus.
I couldn't digest that. Why did the Hindu God's appeared when I have completely forgotten them. I asked Jesus to not test me and asked him to appear in my dream again. But he didn't appear again. I'm still hoping for that.
I don't understand
1. Why Jesus stopped appearing in my dreams
2. Why Hindu gods whose faces I forgot few years back started appearing in my dreams when I asked Jesus to visit me?
3. Why God is silent. He still didn't talk to me after my encounters with Hindu Gods though I have been praying daily without fail
I have attached the Hindu gods who appeared in my dream for more clarity
I have been here since many months. I will mostly read forum posts but don't participate in the forums frequently.
I'm not sure if anyone of you read my previous posts about my Christian conversion from Hindu.
FYI, I have been Hindu since my childhood and became a believer of Yehova and Jesus since five years and I'm a silent Christian even now. I stopped praying to Hindu gods since I started believing Jesus.
When I started believing Yehova and Jesus & started praying them, I used to receive visitations. I used to believe Jesus was with me and listening to my prayers always.
But since a more than a year, I think I lost in touch with Jesus. He is not responding. It doesn't mean I'm facing hurdles in life. To be frank, the weight of the problems for which I have started believing Jesus have become lighter only in last few months. I think Jesus has taken the half of the weight of my unbearable problems and I'm more than happy for that.
But, as I said before, I stopped receiving the moments of visitations or dreams in last one year though I have been praying for that. It is as if your dad is not speaking to you but doing all the needful.
I'm upset totally. In last month, I had prayed sincerely for the Jesus to appear in my dream. I did this prayer for three continuous days but Jesus didn't appear. I'm afraid to say that Hindu Gods called Saibaba and hanuman very clearly visited in my dream immediately after I prayed to Jesus.
I couldn't digest that. Why did the Hindu God's appeared when I have completely forgotten them. I asked Jesus to not test me and asked him to appear in my dream again. But he didn't appear again. I'm still hoping for that.
I don't understand
1. Why Jesus stopped appearing in my dreams
2. Why Hindu gods whose faces I forgot few years back started appearing in my dreams when I asked Jesus to visit me?
3. Why God is silent. He still didn't talk to me after my encounters with Hindu Gods though I have been praying daily without fail
I have attached the Hindu gods who appeared in my dream for more clarity
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