"The Last Days"

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I do not know if this is going to help anyone, but I just needed to get a lot of things of my chest and hopefully possibly warn someone else if it isn’t too late. I made a post about a month ago about what I was going through. You can go back and read it if you want but it really won’t be of use.


So I’ll try and make this short and sweet. About 3 years I had a pulling in my heart that made me question my life. At this time, I was living with my mom and I believe that I just moved back in. We’ve had problems and we could never agree on much. I started going to a church that my aunt was going to and it wasn’t bad. I established my church home there.


Fast forward scripture was revealed to me little by little but I still didn’t have an understanding of the gospel. I ended up losing my job at the end of September of 2019 and started at a management company in November. I thought that it was God you know who gave me this job (because I wasn’t looking and I tried to not stress myself about). I ended up meeting this woman who is a follower of the Lord God. And every so subtly she was dropping hints of the “end times” she eventually revealed some pretty mind-blowing information about us, Jesus and this “WORLD” that we live in. With this new found information things changed. But not a lot. I was converted but I was still in my old ways not heeding to Holy Spirit.


Around the New Year I felt God may have been telling me now its time to get serious. But as evil and wicked as we are, I shrugged it off. January 11, I made a decision to do something I know that I didn’t need to do. I went upstairs and I was getting ready to watch a movie when a notification for a podcast came up called “The Day of The Lord” I clicked on it and they were talking about a passage in Exodus, I flipped to it in my bible and I read the footnote and that footnote lead me to Hebrews 10:26. If anyone doesn’t already know this passage is saying that if we deliberately sin knowing the truth then there then remains sacrifice for sins and one cannot be brought back to repentance. (which is true but this was referring to the Christian-Jews. Look it up) I was broken. It hit me that I was going to hell.


I know the truth but the truth is not in me. I see the world for what it is. I did not surrender willfully to the Holy Spirit. So only thing that remains is an “Fearful expectation of Judgement v. 27. I can tell you that I am not the same. I cannot eat anymore I only eat hear and there and when I do I feel guilty. Life now is worthless and pointless. I only see heaven and hell and I know where I’m going. I don’t have a reprobate mind or a seared conscious. I didn’t trust in the Lord and know I know my end. Even if I’m not saved Jesus is still Lord.


If anyone reading this doesn’t know who Jesus is I would recommend you get to know him. He is our only hope and the things that are happening in the world is only going to get worse. The door of His grace is closing and this world is going to go through some serious trouble. Please Please Please don’t be like me and keep putting it off. Seek Him while he may be found. God’s word is the Truth and the ONLY truth.

I hope this helps someone out.
 

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So that's what I thought right. But what about all the scriptures that talk about bearing fruit and seeds. You need to give time for the Word of God to penetrate in our Hearts. JESUS is the vine and we are the branches we are to bear fruit. What happens if we dont bear fruit. Were cast out.
 
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I do not know if this is going to help anyone, but I just needed to get a lot of things of my chest and hopefully possibly warn someone else if it isn’t too late. I made a post about a month ago about what I was going through. You can go back and read it if you want but it really won’t be of use.


So I’ll try and make this short and sweet. About 3 years I had a pulling in my heart that made me question my life. At this time, I was living with my mom and I believe that I just moved back in. We’ve had problems and we could never agree on much. I started going to a church that my aunt was going to and it wasn’t bad. I established my church home there.


Fast forward scripture was revealed to me little by little but I still didn’t have an understanding of the gospel. I ended up losing my job at the end of September of 2019 and started at a management company in November. I thought that it was God you know who gave me this job (because I wasn’t looking and I tried to not stress myself about). I ended up meeting this woman who is a follower of the Lord God. And every so subtly she was dropping hints of the “end times” she eventually revealed some pretty mind-blowing information about us, Jesus and this “WORLD” that we live in. With this new found information things changed. But not a lot. I was converted but I was still in my old ways not heeding to Holy Spirit.


Around the New Year I felt God may have been telling me now its time to get serious. But as evil and wicked as we are, I shrugged it off. January 11, I made a decision to do something I know that I didn’t need to do. I went upstairs and I was getting ready to watch a movie when a notification for a podcast came up called “The Day of The Lord” I clicked on it and they were talking about a passage in Exodus, I flipped to it in my bible and I read the footnote and that footnote lead me to Hebrews 10:26. If anyone doesn’t already know this passage is saying that if we deliberately sin knowing the truth then there then remains sacrifice for sins and one cannot be brought back to repentance. (which is true but this was referring to the Christian-Jews. Look it up) I was broken. It hit me that I was going to hell.


I know the truth but the truth is not in me. I see the world for what it is. I did not surrender willfully to the Holy Spirit. So only thing that remains is an “Fearful expectation of Judgement v. 27. I can tell you that I am not the same. I cannot eat anymore I only eat hear and there and when I do I feel guilty. Life now is worthless and pointless. I only see heaven and hell and I know where I’m going. I don’t have a reprobate mind or a seared conscious. I didn’t trust in the Lord and know I know my end. Even if I’m not saved Jesus is still Lord.


If anyone reading this doesn’t know who Jesus is I would recommend you get to know him. He is our only hope and the things that are happening in the world is only going to get worse. The door of His grace is closing and this world is going to go through some serious trouble. Please Please Please don’t be like me and keep putting it off. Seek Him while he may be found. God’s word is the Truth and the ONLY truth.

I hope this helps someone out.
You may have misunderstood Hebrews 10:6.

Every Christian on earth sins and any Christian who claims that they don't sin is a liar.

1 John 1:10
If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar and His word is not in us.

Hebrews 10:29
How much severer punishment do you think he will deserve who has trampled under foot the Son of God, and has regarded as unclean the blood of the covenant by which he was sanctified, and has insulted the Spirit of grace?

The author of the letter to the Jews was constantly trying to prevent these Hebrews, from falling back into an obedience to the law.

Warning them to continue in that faith in Jesus Christ, not willfully sinning by slipping back into their former way of life, the law of Moses!

All Christians commit willful sin, so Hebrews 10:26 is not talking about being judged for willfully sinning.
 
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I know the truth but the truth is not in me. I see the world for what it is. I did not surrender willfully to the Holy Spirit. So only thing that remains is an “Fearful expectation of Judgement v. 27. I can tell you that I am not the same. I cannot eat anymore I only eat hear and there and when I do I feel guilty. Life now is worthless and pointless. I only see heaven and hell and I know where I’m going. I don’t have a reprobate mind or a seared conscious. I didn’t trust in the Lord and know I know my end. Even if I’m not saved Jesus is still Lord.

Hello Alynn. God Bless You. Always remember that although often a scripture verse can be used by itself, to fully understand what is going on you have to look at the context of the scripture.

The book of Hebrews was written to Hebrews. Jewish background persons who were on the fringes of the church, looking into the gospel but still delving into animal sacrifices and the old Covenant. But the Son, Jesus, makes all that redundant for us.

Here's a video you might find useful:


God Bless :)
 
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I do not know if this is going to help anyone, but I just needed to get a lot of things of my chest and hopefully possibly warn someone else if it isn’t too late. I made a post about a month ago about what I was going through. You can go back and read it if you want but it really won’t be of use.


So I’ll try and make this short and sweet. About 3 years I had a pulling in my heart that made me question my life. At this time, I was living with my mom and I believe that I just moved back in. We’ve had problems and we could never agree on much. I started going to a church that my aunt was going to and it wasn’t bad. I established my church home there.


Fast forward scripture was revealed to me little by little but I still didn’t have an understanding of the gospel. I ended up losing my job at the end of September of 2019 and started at a management company in November. I thought that it was God you know who gave me this job (because I wasn’t looking and I tried to not stress myself about). I ended up meeting this woman who is a follower of the Lord God. And every so subtly she was dropping hints of the “end times” she eventually revealed some pretty mind-blowing information about us, Jesus and this “WORLD” that we live in. With this new found information things changed. But not a lot. I was converted but I was still in my old ways not heeding to Holy Spirit.


Around the New Year I felt God may have been telling me now its time to get serious. But as evil and wicked as we are, I shrugged it off. January 11, I made a decision to do something I know that I didn’t need to do. I went upstairs and I was getting ready to watch a movie when a notification for a podcast came up called “The Day of The Lord” I clicked on it and they were talking about a passage in Exodus, I flipped to it in my bible and I read the footnote and that footnote lead me to Hebrews 10:26. If anyone doesn’t already know this passage is saying that if we deliberately sin knowing the truth then there then remains sacrifice for sins and one cannot be brought back to repentance. (which is true but this was referring to the Christian-Jews. Look it up) I was broken. It hit me that I was going to hell.


I know the truth but the truth is not in me. I see the world for what it is. I did not surrender willfully to the Holy Spirit. So only thing that remains is an “Fearful expectation of Judgement v. 27. I can tell you that I am not the same. I cannot eat anymore I only eat hear and there and when I do I feel guilty. Life now is worthless and pointless. I only see heaven and hell and I know where I’m going. I don’t have a reprobate mind or a seared conscious. I didn’t trust in the Lord and know I know my end. Even if I’m not saved Jesus is still Lord.


If anyone reading this doesn’t know who Jesus is I would recommend you get to know him. He is our only hope and the things that are happening in the world is only going to get worse. The door of His grace is closing and this world is going to go through some serious trouble. Please Please Please don’t be like me and keep putting it off. Seek Him while he may be found. God’s word is the Truth and the ONLY truth.

I hope this helps someone out.
"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you shall be saved". From your post, I believe that you qualify as a believer. We are saved by grace. That is God doing for us what we cannot do for ourselves. Even faith is a gift! So you need to start thanking God for saving you. "Do not throw away your confidence". You've had a very helpful shock. It's woken you up. Don't waste it, let God change you!
 
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I do not know if this is going to help anyone, but I just needed to get a lot of things of my chest and hopefully possibly warn someone else if it isn’t too late. I made a post about a month ago about what I was going through. You can go back and read it if you want but it really won’t be of use.


So I’ll try and make this short and sweet. About 3 years I had a pulling in my heart that made me question my life. At this time, I was living with my mom and I believe that I just moved back in. We’ve had problems and we could never agree on much. I started going to a church that my aunt was going to and it wasn’t bad. I established my church home there.


Fast forward scripture was revealed to me little by little but I still didn’t have an understanding of the gospel. I ended up losing my job at the end of September of 2019 and started at a management company in November. I thought that it was God you know who gave me this job (because I wasn’t looking and I tried to not stress myself about). I ended up meeting this woman who is a follower of the Lord God. And every so subtly she was dropping hints of the “end times” she eventually revealed some pretty mind-blowing information about us, Jesus and this “WORLD” that we live in. With this new found information things changed. But not a lot. I was converted but I was still in my old ways not heeding to Holy Spirit.


Around the New Year I felt God may have been telling me now its time to get serious. But as evil and wicked as we are, I shrugged it off. January 11, I made a decision to do something I know that I didn’t need to do. I went upstairs and I was getting ready to watch a movie when a notification for a podcast came up called “The Day of The Lord” I clicked on it and they were talking about a passage in Exodus, I flipped to it in my bible and I read the footnote and that footnote lead me to Hebrews 10:26. If anyone doesn’t already know this passage is saying that if we deliberately sin knowing the truth then there then remains sacrifice for sins and one cannot be brought back to repentance. (which is true but this was referring to the Christian-Jews. Look it up) I was broken. It hit me that I was going to hell.


I know the truth but the truth is not in me. I see the world for what it is. I did not surrender willfully to the Holy Spirit. So only thing that remains is an “Fearful expectation of Judgement v. 27. I can tell you that I am not the same. I cannot eat anymore I only eat hear and there and when I do I feel guilty. Life now is worthless and pointless. I only see heaven and hell and I know where I’m going. I don’t have a reprobate mind or a seared conscious. I didn’t trust in the Lord and know I know my end. Even if I’m not saved Jesus is still Lord.


If anyone reading this doesn’t know who Jesus is I would recommend you get to know him. He is our only hope and the things that are happening in the world is only going to get worse. The door of His grace is closing and this world is going to go through some serious trouble. Please Please Please don’t be like me and keep putting it off. Seek Him while he may be found. God’s word is the Truth and the ONLY truth.

I hope this helps someone out.
Welcome! I am not sure anyone will be able to "change your mind" but here goes.
First, the passage in Hebrews is referring to Jewish converts who decided that the continued commitment to Jesus Christ of Nazareth was too burdensome as they were being persecuted by their own. They could not "stay the course" nor could they trust in their Messiah anymore. So they went back to Judaism. The writer of Hebrews warned that those who go back to the temple and partake in the sacrifice for the forgiveness of sins have made Jesus Christ of Nazareth of no effect thus, sin can not be forgiven.
Second, no matter what condition you are in, your God loves you. He came for the sinner. It is up to you to trust in Him.
Be blessed
 
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"If you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you shall be saved". From your post, I believe that you qualify as a believer. We are saved by grace. That is God doing for us what we cannot do for ourselves. Even faith is a gift! So you need to start thanking God for saving you. "Do not throw away your confidence". You've had a very helpful shock. It's woken you up. Don't waste it, let God change you!
I think you might find this testimony encouraging:

Are the one in the video?
 
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Sorry, no, I'm not the one in the video. I just happen to know many testimonies and thought that maybe this one might be encouraging for you because I think it has some similarities with your story. For more encouraging testimonies I'm collecting them here.
 
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