- Jan 19, 2020
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Hello,
I found this site after doing some research on Hypnagogic Hallucinations and wanted to find a more spiritual/Biblical perspective on them.
I am hoping the fine people of these forums can help guide me in the right direction with my faith in G-D and get right with Him and to not just survive but thrive in this life until the next.
As a little background on my faith, I grew up in a Christian household that went to a large Pentecostal/Charismatic Church which I loved and have cherished memories of the friends and families we made there.
Moving around a lot made early life difficult and when I first moved out, I was convinced that the Bible was false and became an atheist, which then, in turn, evolved into agnosticism.
Back in 2015, I had my first manic episode in which was the very moment that I rededicated my life to Christ. Since then I have been trying to make sense of a lot of things pertaining not just to Biblical scripture, but spirituality as a whole.
So ever since then, I would get hypnagogic hallucinations every once in a while as I fall asleep. Sometimes its just sounds or visual hallucinations that can be confusing or frightening, like seeing a large insect or something. Other times it feels like the bed is moving on its own and I start zooming out into an intensely vivid dream. Other times the episode is not negative but positive in which a higher being of Light comes to me to help guide me and show me Love and compassion.
Now I will end this post saying I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar Type comorbid with borderline Personality Disorder. One thing I do have which I know because all the symptoms line up is Alice in Wonderland syndrome which is not hallucinations but changes in my perception of reality.
Really, my coming here is to try to find another perspective than my family or doctors or local church pastor.
Thanks and G-d bless,
Nater
I found this site after doing some research on Hypnagogic Hallucinations and wanted to find a more spiritual/Biblical perspective on them.
I am hoping the fine people of these forums can help guide me in the right direction with my faith in G-D and get right with Him and to not just survive but thrive in this life until the next.
As a little background on my faith, I grew up in a Christian household that went to a large Pentecostal/Charismatic Church which I loved and have cherished memories of the friends and families we made there.
Moving around a lot made early life difficult and when I first moved out, I was convinced that the Bible was false and became an atheist, which then, in turn, evolved into agnosticism.
Back in 2015, I had my first manic episode in which was the very moment that I rededicated my life to Christ. Since then I have been trying to make sense of a lot of things pertaining not just to Biblical scripture, but spirituality as a whole.
So ever since then, I would get hypnagogic hallucinations every once in a while as I fall asleep. Sometimes its just sounds or visual hallucinations that can be confusing or frightening, like seeing a large insect or something. Other times it feels like the bed is moving on its own and I start zooming out into an intensely vivid dream. Other times the episode is not negative but positive in which a higher being of Light comes to me to help guide me and show me Love and compassion.
Now I will end this post saying I have been diagnosed with Schizoaffective Bipolar Type comorbid with borderline Personality Disorder. One thing I do have which I know because all the symptoms line up is Alice in Wonderland syndrome which is not hallucinations but changes in my perception of reality.
Really, my coming here is to try to find another perspective than my family or doctors or local church pastor.
Thanks and G-d bless,
Nater