Please pray for me to stay sober.

You are right to fear to touch a drop. When Messiah healed one man He said, "Go and sin no more lest a worse thing come upon you." He also told people that after they got freed from sin, if they turned back to their sins, 7 worse demons would come to torment them. There is mercy. There are 2nd chances, but why push your luck? The Bible says "Whoever continues to sin becomes a slave to sin."

I pray for your total freedom from alcohol for life.

P.S. You might want to check out some scientific studies that suggest that in some cases alcohol cravings are related to certain nutritional deficiencies.