Hello...
i just realized how grave my sins in the past were. i was blind up till recently, and i just realized how worthy of death my sins were, and im very frightened.
im afraid that God will kill me and my family and send us to hell.
i abandoned God for a guy, coveted the guy, turned to astrology and online tarot, thought the devil was god and prayed to it for a time, thought i was God and misused His name and word and spread false information about God to two of His people, terrorized them, wanted to destroy them, and used the authority of God to get back at them and oppress them All these happened when i was under the influence of astrology and believed lies, and when i was angry that the two of them hurt me, lied to me, used me and betrayed me.
i did a lot of wrong things to them and could not let them off. God showed me later on that i turned them away from Him, caused them to rebel against Him and misled them down the path of destruction...
that because of this God would cause them to want to destroy me and my family.
from then on i begun seeing scary words like death, funeral, pay, justice, destroy, and also my family’s and my birthdates and bad things.
the two of them turned to sorcery and have refused to turn back to God.
i also almost died early last year, but i heard God tell me that He would give me another chance. I got better for a while but still had a hard time submitting to God and doing what He told me to do, including making peace with the two people, and doing things to bring them back to Him.
I had little faith and my flesh kept me from obeying God.
because of my disobedience and because i kept following the wrong voices such as astrology, i ended up making more mistakes.
to make things worse, i even rejected Christ and God before, and am scared of returning to God fully for fear of what God might want me to do, or for fear of persecution, which i experienced before and got scarred by.
i also have resentment towards God for bullying that i have experienced in the past.
my relationship with God is really bad and i feel like God is very angry with me and wants to destroy me and my family for our sins against Him and His people. Help
When i beg God to not destroy us i see an image of a sermon cd. i think that God might want me to use it to bring the guy and girl i turned away from Him who are on the path to destruction back to Him, but my faith is very weak now and i know i find it very hard to do that. especially since my relationship with the guy and girl is very bad, and they hate me, and there are things they want to hide that make it hard for me to be open with them. They are also doing sorcery. I am frightened ><
Yet I am afraid that if i don’t obey God bad things may happen Helpppp ><
i just realized how grave my sins in the past were. i was blind up till recently, and i just realized how worthy of death my sins were, and im very frightened.
im afraid that God will kill me and my family and send us to hell.
i abandoned God for a guy, coveted the guy, turned to astrology and online tarot, thought the devil was god and prayed to it for a time, thought i was God and misused His name and word and spread false information about God to two of His people, terrorized them, wanted to destroy them, and used the authority of God to get back at them and oppress them All these happened when i was under the influence of astrology and believed lies, and when i was angry that the two of them hurt me, lied to me, used me and betrayed me.
i did a lot of wrong things to them and could not let them off. God showed me later on that i turned them away from Him, caused them to rebel against Him and misled them down the path of destruction...
that because of this God would cause them to want to destroy me and my family.
from then on i begun seeing scary words like death, funeral, pay, justice, destroy, and also my family’s and my birthdates and bad things.
the two of them turned to sorcery and have refused to turn back to God.
i also almost died early last year, but i heard God tell me that He would give me another chance. I got better for a while but still had a hard time submitting to God and doing what He told me to do, including making peace with the two people, and doing things to bring them back to Him.
I had little faith and my flesh kept me from obeying God.
because of my disobedience and because i kept following the wrong voices such as astrology, i ended up making more mistakes.
to make things worse, i even rejected Christ and God before, and am scared of returning to God fully for fear of what God might want me to do, or for fear of persecution, which i experienced before and got scarred by.
i also have resentment towards God for bullying that i have experienced in the past.
my relationship with God is really bad and i feel like God is very angry with me and wants to destroy me and my family for our sins against Him and His people. Help
When i beg God to not destroy us i see an image of a sermon cd. i think that God might want me to use it to bring the guy and girl i turned away from Him who are on the path to destruction back to Him, but my faith is very weak now and i know i find it very hard to do that. especially since my relationship with the guy and girl is very bad, and they hate me, and there are things they want to hide that make it hard for me to be open with them. They are also doing sorcery. I am frightened ><
Yet I am afraid that if i don’t obey God bad things may happen Helpppp ><
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