I sort of differ a little in my views of the world, if everything is energy really I sort of look at that fact and feel Comfort, I haven`t sensed a god yet or some sort of higher intelligence somewhere, but I understand you guys do so, perhaps I can learn something from you about faith also
God isn't something to be "sensed" nor observed with your eyes. Though evidence is everywhere when you take into account everyday things you see. Your body is made too perfectly to be left to evolution. When you get to the very detail of your body, the process your blood goes through, it would be too hard to even fathom evolution as valid. Romans 1:20-22
All the Old Testament books, history/events were to prepare the way for one person, one situation. Christ, his death on the cross for our sins and the establishment of his kingdom. The bible was directed to be made from God himself to about 40 different authors in the span of thousands of years. 2 Timothy 3:16
Surprisingly with so many authors, one would surely find discrepancies or contradictions. However, the bible has not had any contradictions or discrepancies.
Historically, the bible has had uncanny accuracy as well validating it even further. Secular writers such as Josephus, even support the bible as correct and accurate.
Nevertheless, the bible was prepared for us. It contains many witnesses 1 Corinthians 15:1-8 for example. Jesus was validated by all the people who seen and accounted for the events in the NT [John 20:30-31; Mark 16:20 examples].
The bibles completion though has ended the supernatural events as promised when Paul states 1 Corinthians 13:8-10 see also Ephesians 4:10-13. "That which is perfect" is the scriptures 2 Timothy 3:16.
Miracles were only used to confirm the word and prove Jesus was the messiah Mark 16:20 for example. Now that we have the bible, no more proof was needed.
Jesus describes a little sample here in John 20:29.
So, it will take faith on your part. What is the faith I speak of?
Hebrews 11:1 - Substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen (assurance, confidence and conviction with reference to things hoped for)
Romans 10:9-10 - Originates in the heart
Romans 10:16- yielding to Gods will
James 1:22; 2:17-26 - Not faith only
This is a
choice you will have to make for yourself and whether your willing to yield control over to God.