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yh i believe again my sturggles are kinda over but im left with a weird feeling like maybe god wont take me back
God never left you... ignore "feelings" and go by the Word which has God saying He won't forsake you.
 
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God never left you... ignore "feelings" and go by the Word which has God saying He won't forsake you.
I FELT THE HOLY SPIRIT LEAVE ME ONE WHEN I SAID ALLOUD FOR NO REASON THE PHARISES ARE RIGHT I FELT DISPAIR AND WHY DO I FEEL LIKE A BAD CHRISTIAN A BAD PERSON ALSO SORRY THERES CAPS MY LAPTOPS ABIT MESSED UP IT SWITCHES AT TIMES
 
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I FELT THE HOLY SPIRIT LEAVE ME ONE WHEN I SAID ALLOUD FOR NO REASON THE PHARISES ARE RIGHT I FELT DISPAIR AND WHY DO I FEEL LIKE A BAD CHRISTIAN A BAD PERSON ALSO SORRY THERES CAPS MY LAPTOPS ABIT MESSED UP IT SWITCHES AT TIMES
Before Paul died he proudly said, "I am a Pharisee." Not all Pharisees were bad. I maintain, you need to see somebody in person. Have a great day.
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off

Jason Jesus can not lie. It can be very hard to not think of Him like any other person. But.. He is not. He loves you and He said He will never leave you. So no matter what you did do say think.. He will NEVER leave. No matter how you feel.. He is ALWAYS right there. Jason feelings come and go are up and down Isa 41 10 Says...to YOU "Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."

He said if God is for you.. who can be against you. What you will have to come to terms with is.. He loves you He is for you not against you. And no matter what MAN says we have.. He is the healer! There is NOTHING He can not do. Feelings.. fear you say the word "God has not given me the spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind". Sad.. the joy of the lord is my strength. Do you see? He will NEVER leave you no matter how you feel :) NO ONE loves you like Him
 
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Before Paul died he proudly said, "I am a Pharisee." Not all Pharisees were bad. I maintain, you need to see somebody in person. Have a great day.
I DO TALK TO SOMEONE BUT THEY ARE BUSY ATM EVEN THO I FEL NOTHING FROM GOD I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON I WILL ALWAYS FOLLOW CHRIST MY GOD MAY HE HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL BLESS EVERYONE HERE
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off

Don't worry. The bible says that "while you seek for Him (God) He will be found by you". While you keep seeking Jesus, He is there for you. God does not abandon us if we doubt, have fears, or worries. God has promised to "never leave or forsake us". He is still there for you.
 
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Don't worry. The bible says that "while you seek for Him (God) He will be found by you". While you keep seeking Jesus, He is there for you. God does not abandon us if we doubt, have fears, or worries. God has promised to "never leave or forsake us". He is still there for you.
thanks i believe nd have faith agai i asked esus for a dream ad i had a dream of preaching the gospel in the street and i remeber i said in the dream i lost belief but i came back and later today i believe and have faith again
also i got a question is it a sin to play games witha demon boss in it as i dont feel bad for it i enjoy the game
 
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i remember life getting so bad....trying to line everything up..or perfect symmetry
can't do anything without counting & organizing in my head...counting sidewalk blocks..having to land on even blocks

counting things during sermons & finding the lil thing that was of..all kinda stuff

then one day...i came across Mathew verse Matthew 6:34 “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.”

i stared at it..at that point in my life(during a period of lukewarm madness)

stared at it a long time...stood up & had the ah ha moment

i can prove God to myself...i can either trust him 100% and let go..or just continue to bother myself to the point of anxiety & worry over nuthing but my own inner head stuff....simply threw my hands in the air & laughed so hard....God is in control...i let go...i felt a relief come by..a lightness...i gave him my job, my money, my guitar, my band, my spouse, my parents my kids..each one ..from then on i was relieved & have become so happy go lucky...even in hard times..i go back..yep Mathew 6 says it so it is true..now worry is gone, fear has been replaced by faith & a street ministry was born out of this..man i love how God made each one of us..no mistakes..nope..i learned to become me in total reckless faith...
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off

Our faith weakens at times.

You say you call on your Lord Jesus.
A good thing that I try to do often
adding
please have mercy on me a sinner.

He (He) will not let us down
because,
we trust in Christ Alone.
M
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off

Hello Jason. The bible says that no-one can say Jesus is Lord except through the empowerment of the Holy Spirit. You're doing well. Keep fighting the good fight. God Bless :)
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off
What are you basing your security on? A decision?
Rather, just rely on, and enjoy the fact that God made you for his own purposes --not for your purposes. And you may begin to see what he has done for you from a less self-centered point of view.

This life is not about you, but about Christ our God.
 
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thanks i believe nd have faith agai i asked esus for a dream ad i had a dream of preaching the gospel in the street and i remeber i said in the dream i lost belief but i came back and later today i believe and have faith again
also i got a question is it a sin to play games witha demon boss in it as i dont feel bad for it i enjoy the game

I don't believe it is a sin to play video games. Just enjoy yourself. But remember to not let it take over your life, spend as much time in prayer, and with family as possible.
 
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I don't believe it is a sin to play video games. Just enjoy yourself. But remember to not let it take over your life, spend as much time in prayer, and with family as possible.
i do but eve tho the games have demon or witches im allright as i feel its alright as i see the game with witches im it as a open world game with witches who try to save humans by killig monsters like werewolf trolls vampires and the demo oe theres only oe boss and all otheres are not demos
 
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We often attach our faith to how we feel. You're faith has nothing to do with you're feelings. Always remember that God's promises are the same, whether you're feeling the best you've ever felt in your life, or are in the throes of depression. We know we have faith in him because we keep his commandments, regardless of how good or bad we feel. Think about it. Do you really think God is going to say "Well, you did everything I asked you to do, even though you didn't have to, but there was a couple days where you felt depressed so they don't really count".
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off
i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down ... is the ocd, the fear of not getting it right. It is a path that keeps you on a path instead of where you want to go. Even when you get where you wanted to get to, fear stops you from leaving the path.
i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real ... This part of your post is the tiny bit of 'knowing' what is true. This is your mustard seed.

Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."

Our mountain is all our impasses (a situation in which no progress is possible, especially because of disagreement; a deadlock. _ Oxford Dictionary), including your ocd.

Surrender to that tiny bit you 'know' is true, and in that surrender, even for a second, your mountain has moved out of your way. Keep surrendering to Christ within you.
 
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i got ocd and depression and earlier i had a i weird attack of doubt and unbelief and i keep repeating jesus s lord jesus s king but i feel lke im unsure if hes with me deep down i wanna keep being with jesus deep down i know hes real but the doubt i cant shake off
i also had the exact same situation as you years ago 2015 i keep praising but doubts clouded my mind so i fell and i didn't get back up after months because i was too guilty i also had ocd and depression

but this year 2019 i've realize that a christian who fell should stand up immediately and try again because the demons will try to stop you from recovering they also makes you doubts and trips you they will do everything to lead you astray
 
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