The evil voice in my head keeps making bets and deals and I keep agreeing with them. Today in the shower the voice made two bets (one bet one way and one bet the other way) and I agreed to both, so I lose either way. I bet that I would do something and I bet that I wouldn't do something, so either way I lose. I wasn't trying to agree, especially with the second bet, but the voice kept saying "do you agree?" over and over again until I finally agreed. Now I feel like I am doomed because I lose either way. I don't know what to do.
I really hate myself for agreeing to these bets. I feel like an idiot for doing it. I'm really angry at myself for screwing up like this. I really hate myself.
Thank you for reading,
SnowTiger
I really hate myself for agreeing to these bets. I feel like an idiot for doing it. I'm really angry at myself for screwing up like this. I really hate myself.
Thank you for reading,
SnowTiger