Hit rock bottom , dark night of the soul

God has taken everything from me as his will. I no longer have my friendship groups I no longer have my love it all seems hopeless I am forced into a life with people who seem not to believe In him and I feel like a wanderer in a land of darkness and no hope.

I dont feel God anymore.. I have hitten the bottom of my despair and this is the last time I will pray and ask for your help lord.

What did i do to invoke such wrath upon me ? I always tried following your commandments and i always loved you for 20 years.

Why ?

brinny said:

Praying per your request, Robert. It is written that God does not hide from, fear, nor avoid any darkness, but that He is, and can BE with us in the darkest of places.

This comes to mind, especially the lyrics, which are right from His Word (Ps 139).

Praying.

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Just want to be happy again... and not depressed all the time.

brinny said:

Our "happiness" comes from God. HE is WHOM we turn to in ALL things, especially when surrounded by darkness that you describe.

Praying.

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I dont feel him anymore though nor do I hear him