- Oct 27, 2019
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So just a little bit of background information.. I have always felt a strong belief in God and went back and forth with Christianity and various other idealisms throughout my younger life (I'm 21 now, still young.) But since I was a young child I've always felt drawn to the occult, magic, numerology, astrology etc. My mother hasn't really ever been in my life (substance abuse and mental health issues), but I've always been under the impression that her lineage has ties with Witchcraft/ Wicca from the things I do know about her. I was finally baptized last July on a whim after a discussion with my uncle and after several encounters with what I now recognize as demons. After I was baptized I really started finding Christ and reading God's word and have fallen deeply in love with Jesus and with the word. I'm still a baby Christian obviously and have a long way to go. What I'm asking basically is why am I still so drawn to the occult? Every time I see something like tarot or magic or anything to do with the occult, it's weirdly so magnetic? I know that it's wrong and it goes against God's word, I know that Jesus is the truth and the way, so why am I still tempted by this stuff? I know how evil it is. It doesn't make sense.