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I came across this passage on Pravmir.
Source: The Mythological Lies of the Modern Era | A Russian Orthodox Church Website
Specifically, I'm wondering about the last paragraph. When I first read it, it seemed like pride or delusion to me. It seems to be a very different sentiment than that expressed by other saints, especially someone like Abba Sisoes:
Can one really say what St Joseph the Hesychast says? That prayer is running perfectly, he's filled with grace, there are no passions, no evil thoughts, etc. And that they are fruits of his labors. That he has a just reward.
Anyone got an explanation for me to help understand this? I came across it a few weeks ago and meant to ask for clarification but then I forgot until this week when St Joseph was officially canonized.
Source: The Mythological Lies of the Modern Era | A Russian Orthodox Church Website
Elder Joseph would ask me, “My child, do you know what I do?”
“What do you do, my father?”
“I sit down and take inventory each day.”
“What type of inventory?”
“I sit and examine myself; I look at my shortcomings. What do I give into? What passion has a hold on me? My conscience tells me. The compass indicates, ‘you are weak here.’ And so, I make the resolution to fight against this passion the following day. Another day it will point to something else. I will battle that passion as well. In this manner, as I fight the various passions, I see a gradual improvement. Our forefathers used to say, ‘Work during your youth, so you can have something in your old age.’”
“What does this mean, Geronda?”
“This is what it means my child: now while you are young, fight against the passions; fight against your evil thoughts; fight against the imagination; struggle to fulfill your obedience; exert yourself with things you find difficult; sweat and pray during the night. All these labors and struggles are ‘work’; they constitute work years. Later, when the body grows weak and no longer has the strength to take up arms, when you are old and have worked during the years that God has allotted for you, then He will give you a pension. Depending on your skill and position, you will receive an analogous pension. What is this pension? It is the grace of God.
“If you were to ask me now, for example, I will respond, ‘Within me, my child, I feel Paradise. The Prayer runs like clockwork; grace abounds. I do not sense a single passion active within me. There is not a trace of any passion; I do not experience any warfare; I do not have any evil thoughts; I do not sense any passionate uprising.’ All these are not recent accomplishments; they are the fruits of my labors from my youth. That is when everything took place. Now the just reward has come.”
Specifically, I'm wondering about the last paragraph. When I first read it, it seemed like pride or delusion to me. It seems to be a very different sentiment than that expressed by other saints, especially someone like Abba Sisoes:
When St Sisoës lay upon his deathbed, the disciples surrounding the Elder saw that his face shone like the sun. They asked the dying man what he saw. Abba Sisoës replied that he saw St Anthony, the Prophets, and the Apostles. His face increased in brightness, and he spoke with someone. The monks asked, "With whom are you speaking, Father?" He said that angels had come for his soul, and he was entreating them to give him a little more time for repentance. The monks said, "You have no need for repentance, Father" St Sisoës said with great humility, "I do not think that I have even begun to repent."
Can one really say what St Joseph the Hesychast says? That prayer is running perfectly, he's filled with grace, there are no passions, no evil thoughts, etc. And that they are fruits of his labors. That he has a just reward.
Anyone got an explanation for me to help understand this? I came across it a few weeks ago and meant to ask for clarification but then I forgot until this week when St Joseph was officially canonized.