My stubbornness is really setting me back with my walk with God like if my plan lines up with Gods plan then I’m ok with that, but if God’s plan doesn’t align with mine then I don’t want it. I know God’s plan will be better for me but I just don’t care, i don’t like being this stubborn and I don’t know what to do.
I won’t get to personal with my goals but i don’t know if God wants me to continue on the path I’m on or not.
Even if I wanted to pursue God’s plan I have zero energy to do so.
"Who has (successfully) resisted His express will (or plans)"
Are you sure your really going to be succesful in not following or carrying out, both the plans He has for you personally, or the plans He has for your life...?
God's will is always way, way ahead of your own will always, your only going to be discovering or uncovering His true will (plans) for you and your life (ever) no matter what you choose to do, etc, or what path you choose to go, etc...
But, you/me/we don't know what that is yet right? Which is why we should choose His ways of obedience no matter what we do or are doing or are choosing to do if we want a "good life" or a good life after this life, etc.
And I'm not so sure you even know what God's will is either, for I agree with @maitenenceman, you can fulfill or do God's will anywhere or in anything no matter what your doing most of the time, the only exception being if you expressly purposely on purpose chose not to obey or do it God's way (love), in which case your probably not going to ever have a good life if you do that anyway, etc, and I'm fairly sure you won't, etc, but even if you were to do that (the latter) He would have already known anyway, and would have already known that He chose you as a bad vessel for a bad use fit for destruction in the afterlife anyway. Like I said you'd just be uncovering it or discovering it...
No one has, or has ever, or will ever succesfully resist His express will or plans or whatever ever, it's just not possible, but because we don't know, we all must choose (anyway) and choose wisely, etc, if we don't want to be a bad vessel fit for (only) a bad use (in this life) and meant for destruction in the next life, etc...
You decide, but mind what @maintenenceman said, God's will is not about a specific occupation or place or whatever, or even direction you would choose to go or whatever, but is about what you would do and would choose how to be/act and/or behave, and/or treat other people, conduct yourself, etc, everywhere and anywhere, at any and all times, etc, (after becoming born again) etc...
God Bless!