Hello...
I used to be a God-fearing Christian when I first started out ten years ago...
But I was alone, and didn't have anyone to guide me in my journey. Before long, I started to believe the devil's lies, and turned away from God to the world.
I finally gave up God for a guy three years ago, and even turned to astrology.
I ended up doing very wrong things under the influence of astrology and the enemy, like using God's Word to attack someone whom I was upset with, who had lied to me, and whom I felt betrayed by... I condemned her, and she ended up turning away from God. She used to be a Christian. I also randomly took what people wrote about God online and used those things to get back at a guy whom I believed used me as a spare tire. This is the same guy whom I left God for ><
I was unmerciful towards them, and God, who finally lost His patience, showed me the sins I had committed as well. He called me a Pharisee, and a wicked person.
Because I hurt His people with His Word taken out of context, and said things to them using God's name out of anger and self-effort to make them stop sinning, and did not convey God's words when He wanted me to, they ended up turning away from Him and rebelling against Him.
I then started falling sick, and I came across the bible verse saying that unless God curses, no man can curse. I was also led to say a curse-breaking prayer on behalf of the girl, by the Holy Spirit one time. It turned out that they turned to the occult after they turned away from God, and were attacking me.
In a bid to make them stop, I tried to make them return to God by writing messages to them. But I was also blind and bad in theology, and may have thus misled them down the path of destruction like God later showed me again. I came across the bible verse that said that because I misled them down the path of destruction, He will cause them to want to destroy me and my family. I then experienced many scary supernatural attacks.
This has been ongoing, and i think God has told me to make peace with them, but i found it hard to. i was either unsure cause my faith was shaky, or afraid ><
I then came across Jeremiah 8: 2-22. It seemed like because i did not do as God told me to, which is to make peace, He's angry, and might destroy my family.
I'm really afraid now.
Because of some things, I'm afraid of returning to God. And this is making it harder for me to go to God, cause I fear Him.
Is it possible for God to want to destroy my family, if i hurt His people, and did not make peace with them like He told me to?
I used to be a God-fearing Christian when I first started out ten years ago...
But I was alone, and didn't have anyone to guide me in my journey. Before long, I started to believe the devil's lies, and turned away from God to the world.
I finally gave up God for a guy three years ago, and even turned to astrology.
I ended up doing very wrong things under the influence of astrology and the enemy, like using God's Word to attack someone whom I was upset with, who had lied to me, and whom I felt betrayed by... I condemned her, and she ended up turning away from God. She used to be a Christian. I also randomly took what people wrote about God online and used those things to get back at a guy whom I believed used me as a spare tire. This is the same guy whom I left God for ><
I was unmerciful towards them, and God, who finally lost His patience, showed me the sins I had committed as well. He called me a Pharisee, and a wicked person.
Because I hurt His people with His Word taken out of context, and said things to them using God's name out of anger and self-effort to make them stop sinning, and did not convey God's words when He wanted me to, they ended up turning away from Him and rebelling against Him.
I then started falling sick, and I came across the bible verse saying that unless God curses, no man can curse. I was also led to say a curse-breaking prayer on behalf of the girl, by the Holy Spirit one time. It turned out that they turned to the occult after they turned away from God, and were attacking me.
In a bid to make them stop, I tried to make them return to God by writing messages to them. But I was also blind and bad in theology, and may have thus misled them down the path of destruction like God later showed me again. I came across the bible verse that said that because I misled them down the path of destruction, He will cause them to want to destroy me and my family. I then experienced many scary supernatural attacks.
This has been ongoing, and i think God has told me to make peace with them, but i found it hard to. i was either unsure cause my faith was shaky, or afraid ><
I then came across Jeremiah 8: 2-22. It seemed like because i did not do as God told me to, which is to make peace, He's angry, and might destroy my family.
I'm really afraid now.
Because of some things, I'm afraid of returning to God. And this is making it harder for me to go to God, cause I fear Him.
Is it possible for God to want to destroy my family, if i hurt His people, and did not make peace with them like He told me to?
