I don't have any. I have no godly sorrow for my sin. I am impenitent. Without that, there is no forgiveness.
Good answer. If you had said "I prayed the sinners' prayer." or "I confessed all my sins." or I promised God I would follow Him the rest of my life." etc then you would be trusting in yourself. But your answer shows that you realize you cannot trust in your own works. You have given up on yourself and don't know what to do.
When you come to Jesus to believe His Gospel you come with nothing but your sin; you don't come to Him with "hey look at what I did," no you come to Him because of what HE did on the cross.
Sorrow for sin doesn't save you. Jesus doesn't tell us to come to Him to say "sorry I sinned." He wants us to just admit to Him the we are a hopeless sinner who needs a savior, and that we are placing our trust in Him as the One who saves us.
Christians responding to your post here in this thread were at some time in our lives lost & in unbelief just as you are now. I, myself, was about as confused & miserable as you are. I didn't think it was possible for me to ever find my to out the mess I was in. Yet, God didn't give up on me, and I didn't stop searching. Honestly, even though I was raised in a Baptist church, I wasn't really sure God was real, but the thing that drove me to keep looking was the fear of going to hell. Does that sound familiar to you? I believe God uses us to help unbelievers find their way to Him. Not that we can ever convince yo to believe, but we can share how we found our way to believing. Of course we quote scripture & tell you to read the bible because that is where we found the truth we needed so that God convinced us to believe. You don't know at what moment when you are reading something in the bible God will use it to "turn on a light" in your mind & you will suddenly "get it." That's exactly what He did for at the time when I thought it was impossible for me to ever find anything that would convince me to believe. Your need probably is different from my need; God might use some scripture in an entirely different part of the bible from what He used to convince me. He knows what it is you need to see for you to "get it" to be convinced.
There is hope for you!
John
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