The last 2 days, ocd is very hard on me. It makes thoughts without my will about promises to God and I do not want them. Then, it tried to trap me between promises. It is forcing me to choose the worst case or the best case scenario even though all these are thoughts without my will, and it tells me stuff like
Ocd: You made a choice without your will and felt relieved? maybe the promise is valid.
It also suggests me to transfer the promises that they were not made to other actions so I can be fake free without my will like
ocd: you want to do it but you worry because you may have made a promise without your will>? its ok. transfet the promise to an other action or compulsion.
I told God that tey were thoughts without my will and I am ill and to protect me from these thoughts without my will. Ocd kept bugging me like
ocd: you maybe transferred the promise. you maybe transferred the promise. you maybe transferred the promise.
I got so worried that I wanted to pray to God and tell Him that they were thoughts without my will. I wanted to tell Him stuff like "these are thoughts without my will. there is no promise" but I was so worried and I acicidentally without my will told Him something like "there is no transfer" whihch was a thought without my will.
ocd: ha! you said no transfer? maybe you should have said no promise but you said no transfer which means there is no transfer but the promise is maybe valid. the promise that was never made is now valid for using worong words without your will.
Ocd: You made a choice without your will and felt relieved? maybe the promise is valid.
It also suggests me to transfer the promises that they were not made to other actions so I can be fake free without my will like
ocd: you want to do it but you worry because you may have made a promise without your will>? its ok. transfet the promise to an other action or compulsion.
I told God that tey were thoughts without my will and I am ill and to protect me from these thoughts without my will. Ocd kept bugging me like
ocd: you maybe transferred the promise. you maybe transferred the promise. you maybe transferred the promise.
I got so worried that I wanted to pray to God and tell Him that they were thoughts without my will. I wanted to tell Him stuff like "these are thoughts without my will. there is no promise" but I was so worried and I acicidentally without my will told Him something like "there is no transfer" whihch was a thought without my will.
ocd: ha! you said no transfer? maybe you should have said no promise but you said no transfer which means there is no transfer but the promise is maybe valid. the promise that was never made is now valid for using worong words without your will.
