So ...I don't want to say I can't wait to turn my life over to God because He says don't be anxious for nothing....one never knows what they will get when they ask God to give them right now!
LOL - It's OK, you can say: "I can't wait to turn my life over.." Paul makes a statement 2 Corinthians about being jealous over someone with Godly jealousy. It's OK to want God, to want wisdom, to want understanding and even to "want it all now!" Lord give me patience - NOW! LOL - We've all prayed those kind of prayers.
Maybe some suffering to go along with what we desire even when we may have good intentions.
Suffering is useful though. It makes us realize how very much God holds our lives in His hands. I think about believers in the Middle East a lot. They face a very different set of trials than I do. And I think it will be interesting (and maybe even rather funny) come the other side of eternity, when I run into a bunch of Iraqis who discover some anonymous disabled American veteran prayed for them and their country for most of her life.
I'm sure we will find too though that we faced a lot of the same trials.
When I was a teenager, I had an interest in the Soviet Union and studied Russian history and politics for a while. I became a believer at 17 and I started praying for the Russian people. Then when the Iron Curtain came down and Soviet Union ceased to exist when I was in the military; I worked with a radio station in California on a Bibles for Russia project. As the years passed and I continued to follow what was going on in Russia; there was a revival there. And I remember, even back in the days working with the radio station; thinking to myself - Wow, God is answering....
my prayers for this nation? Now obviously, I knew I was't the only one praying for Russia - LOL. But I was comforted to see the lights come on in a place that had been swallowed by darkness for at least almost a century.
I know there's a revival going on in the Middle East too. Personally, I'm starting to think this is humanities last "hoo rah". The final push just before Judgement Day; for those God is bringing into His Kingdom. His word wont return void! And for as much poop that's on the web; the Internet was a Divine gift to us! It is the street preacher of these last days!
But I'm thankful God will work with me as im learning to give up my life....isn't He good...
"Good" isn't a big enough word to describe God. LOL
He's even teaching us, that He's teaching us!
Why? So we can have life with Him now, and His Glory be shown through us...so that people will be drawn to Him....
Yes, I find people are often either awestruck by God's providence when they hear the testimony of someone who's endured a lot of suffering; (There are a fair number of Job testimonies in this world.) or they are puzzled.
Something is different about this person's world view. Something is different about how they face life. You don't get the sense that what they say about God is just a parroted set of denominational teachings. They live LIFE. They live FAITH. They know that all comes from GOD. Even if you don't know what they were like before; you see they are changed. The power and providence of the Almighty reigns in their life! No matter WHAT happens! I've only ever met a few of these people in 30 plus years of being a believer; (compared to all the "Christians" I've encountered.) but they are out there!
So what does it mean "if I be lifted up...I'll draw all men unto my self?"....we are the ones who lift Him up when we surrender to His will.
The next verse in that passage says that statement was made to "signify what death He should die".
And "ironically" the
one person at the crucifixion who declared Jesus was the Son of God; was not one of the disciples and was not a leader of the Jewish nation. He wasn't even a Jew. The ONE PERSON at the crucifixion who declared Jesus was the Son of God; was an officer in the Roman army! A GENTILE! A "heathen dog"!
Then the day the Holy Spirit is poured out. What happens? The gospel begins it's march into the rest of the world! And it's us heathen nations who preach it to other heathen nations. And it changes the course of history! It changes the course humanity set itself on; that road to destruction. I don't think it was an "accident" that after the Holy Spirit is poured out; the human population on this planet explodes. It's calculated that more people are alive today than the entire population of humanity that has lived up until this time. There's a reason for that in God's providence!
So yes, we the gentile nations are the ones who "life Him up" via the evidence of God's sovereign reign over our lives; in that we surrender to His will. Notice who are the people out there "preaching the gospel". It's not the Jews! (They are a whole other.... political "can of worms"; but that's the subject of another thread! LOL)
Amen...I believe God is opening up my understanding...because I have been on my knees........He is Good!
And all God's people said AMEN!