- Sep 1, 2019
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then i had a fabulous blessing, a way to make a living for rest of my life and God totally jynxed it in everyday imaginable. the most unbelievable curse/bad luck to leave me financially ruined for the long run.
it really made me doubt everything, i feel double crossed, all that false hope, like it all seems like an evil delusion, a deception now, when you are horribly betrayed at the end of it all, after having faith for so long and recieving nothing good in return.
are we just fools for believing this stuff???
I know there's lots of rich christians. i go to the rich churches and there are many many churches in the well to do areas. i guess God likes those people, he hates me though, cursed me to eventual poverty since i only have enough to last for awhile and it's hard for me to work,
it really made me doubt everything, i feel double crossed, all that false hope, like it all seems like an evil delusion, a deception now, when you are horribly betrayed at the end of it all, after having faith for so long and recieving nothing good in return.
are we just fools for believing this stuff???
I know there's lots of rich christians. i go to the rich churches and there are many many churches in the well to do areas. i guess God likes those people, he hates me though, cursed me to eventual poverty since i only have enough to last for awhile and it's hard for me to work,