It gets better.. right? Help.

Shesalright said:

Hi everyone. My name is Cierra. I am a christian and have been my majority of my life. The past week I got broken up with by a man I thought I was going to marry. I helped lead him to church, did a lot for him and we even met each other’s families.

This has left me very unstable. I have been unable to barely eat. I don’t have any friends. Just my family. It’s hard. Being 21 years old and being so alone... I want to end it all... apart of me says keep fighting... but I want to throw in the towel. Why me? I say. Why must I always suffer. Why do I love so much? Why am i forgiving? Why am I so kind? Why do I give so much? I don’t even know who I am after this break up. My chest hurts. I feel so sick. I feel worthless. I’m sorry this is so sad I just feel purposeless.

I need someone to be here for me... Yes I have jesus but a friend if anyones out there? I feel so alone. I wish I had someone to encourage me and love me during times I couldn’t love myself... Please send encouragement and hugs...

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